Readings
porcupines - Career Choice
I am more than certain that what I saw has nothing to do with your career choice. The nature of the symbols I saw are even harder for me to interpret though, because of their popularity.
1. Edward Cullen
2. Bella Swan
3. Archangel playing a Flute/Fife
I am not extremely familiar with the Twilight series, but I have seen parts of the first movie when a friend had it on at their house, and I know that it is a vampire love story that gets made fun of a lot (I was just watching a Family Guy episode the other day where they had a character jumping off a cliff, making fun of Bella I assumed, as this character happily exclaimed on her way down that this was how she was going to get a boyfriend..lol).
So anyway, I had to look it up online to get the full synopsis... the thing that stuck out the most to me was the concept that, essentially the same energy that so strongly attracts us to someone is the same energy that can make us want to kill them too. LOL I think it's important to note that Edward cannot read Bella's thoughts because of her strong mind, even though he normally has that gift with everyone else. It could be some indication for you that you are difficult to understand in relationships and hard to "read". I also thought it was a bit odd when in this story it was described that these two characters were negotiating on exactly how to live their lives together... but then ultimately gave in to what each other wanted... it seems more or less an indication that each person just wants their side to be heard.
Anyway, that's what stuck out to me about the storyline, but perhaps there is something about this story that stands out to you and is more personally meaningful; I'm finding it difficult to interpret simply because of it's popularity among people and how it could mean so many different things.
In general, vampires symbolize "...seduction and sensuality, as well as fear and death." It represents, "...contrasting images of civilized nobility and aggression/ferocity. "Charm may prove to be harmful" though that doesn't seem to be the ultimate case for Edward and Bella... but then again, she chooses an eternal life on the "dark" side for love. Could be indicating a co-dependent or obsessive, "Devil" kind of relationship. The vampire meaning says clearly, "Deep down inside, you know this person is bad for you, yet you are still drawn to her or him" and that seemed to be the case for Edward and Bella...
I thought the angel was an actual one, and the fact that he was playing a flute or fife now reminds me even more of Pan, or the Devil... music and revelry, good times. However, it had a good feeling when I first noticed it, and it was above Bella's head. Edward was off to the side, looking down on her.
Angels symbolize, "...goodness, purity, protection, comfort and consolation" and they serve "...as a guide toward greater fulfillment and happiness..." and I assume the fife/flute is the intended message for you since that is what I was shown with the angel. Flutes indicate "harmony" in your life and things going "smoothly" for you. Hearing the sound of a flute may suggest "sorrow and longing" but I did not hear it, I only saw it. A flute could indicate experiencing a "...spectrum of emotions" and it has "masculine" connections to the phallus.
Overall and taking it all in, I would say that you are being advised to watch out for these kinds of passionate emotions, as they can surely lead you to trouble and sorrow... the angel is guiding you towards more harmony and peace... perhaps in your next relationship you can work on developing things at other levels while keeping these more passionate/sexual energies on the sidelines.
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cutiecutie – What makes me attractive?
1. Pope/Holy Man
2. Dancer (Clairaudient song-phrase attached: “Put your hands in the air like you just don’t care!”)
3. Ewok (A Handsome Man jumped in here)
A pope represents “…spiritual guidance, beliefs, and spiritual Self…” while more negatively it could indicate something about “…self-righteousness, narrow-mindedness, and holier-than-thou attitudes.” He felt neutral to me when I saw him, so my interpretation of him comes more from integrating the following symbol that I saw… Maybe you are coming across better than you think you are, but perhaps a bit “stuffy” like you are trying too hard to present a certain image to others and they notice this. Seeing someone dancing and hearing the song-phrase, “Put your hands in the air like you just don’t care” made me think that people find you most attractive when you are just ‘letting it all hang out’ and being yourself and having a good time and not being so concerned with how you come across.
Interestingly, I thought that’s all I was going to see because that message above seemed complete, but then I noticed an Ewok (from Star Wars, if you’re not familiar), and I thought to myself, “What the hell is this Ewok doing here?” LOL Immediately upon thinking that, a very Handsome Man grabbed my attention, and he was attached to the Ewok – the Ewok was directly behind the man’s shoulder, almost like a guide or shadow. My immediate response was that of overwhelming excitement, and my internal emotional dialogue was, “Oh! Oh! There he is! There he is!” He felt like…(drumroll)… -The One-
He looked like a king, so chiseled and put together, and I decided that the nature of the Ewok must be describing some of his finer traits. Ewok’s are “…curious individuals…” and “…quick learners…” More specifically it says, “They are extremely skilled in forest survival and in the construction of primitive technology like gliders and catapults.” In the movie, these creatures allied with the good guys and helped them win a battle. My thinking is that this Handsome Man of yours was involved in some noble cause, perhaps a part of the military, involved with inventing things, weaponry and/or very outdoors-y.
I don’t seem to be strictly following the questions here, but this is what I saw!
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Ethereal – Info regarding ex-lover and communication
1. Carrot Top Zombie
2. Puddle – Clear Blue Water
3. Suffering Woman
Carrot Top is the “King of Prop Comedy”. After going to his website, I realized just how diversified his career portfolio really is; he seems very involved with making things happen for himself…very driven. Carrots in general symbolize “…abundance and fertility.” Zombies indicate a “…physical or emotional detachment from people and situations”, feeling “out of touch” and “dead inside”, while maybe “going through the motions” in daily life. I would say that perhaps this is characterizing your ex.
Puddles represent “…feelings that have been downplayed or overlooked” and since the water was blue, the feelings it prompted within me were very clear, honest and true.
The Suffering Woman that I saw was very actively upset. Her mouth was open in a cry/scream. Her head was mostly straight-forward, but tilted back slightly. I couldn’t really see both of her eyes, as it seemed that her hair was covering up nearly half her face, so I only saw part of one eye, nose and mouth. Her hair was straight and dark and she had a V-neck shirt on that was also dark; I could see her bare skin/neck… which made me feel vulnerable. I think this is probably characterizing you.
Based on this, I would say that your ex may be too self-involved to contact you; it seems to me that this “downplaying” of emotions towards you makes you “suffer”, but it is not really him downplaying the emotions, it’s really how he is, and that makes you feel badly not just for yourself, but for him also… so perhaps you also are downplaying emotions of how bothersome this is to you because your feelings were honest and true, but he simply overlooks them because he is much more focused on obtaining things like wealth or success rather than what is really important, like love.