fractalgranny
as i'm delving deeper and deeper into the tarot, a gnawing question comes up for me. it's not fully formed, and that's why i thought i'd start a conversation here. maybe we can start with this:
what do i REALLY want to use the tarot for?
how can i get lots of tarot practice without asking and answering questions i'm not that interested in?
what questions are worth asking?
how do i honour the tarot if i don't follow its advice?
i can't help but delve deeper and deeper into the tarot - it draws me in. i am fascinated by the imagery, by what it evokes in me, by the network of ideas and possibilities that are created every day by the people who create and use it. so i want to use it a lot myself, and il want to practice. forums like these here are great practice grounds. i like the monthly reading circles, to a large degree because they seem to attract serious practitioners.
there is that word: serious. to me, the opposite of serious is not light-hearted or fun, it's superficiality. in fact, as i write this, i realize that the tarot is the opposite of superficial. the cards draw me in and down, into a thousand mysteries.
i'm also considering becoming a bit more public with my tarot use. given that i'm not interested in the superficial or the pointless, how do i fashion my offering? a lot of people ask, "what does joe think about me?" i don't really want to ask the tarot that. the correct entity to direct that question to is joe. hmmm ... maybe what i need to do is practice my "question redirection". i'm sure there is an interesting reason why X wants to know what joe thinks, and it would be worthwhile delving into that. yes, worth MY while. i'm getting too old to bother with things that others want to do or talk about; if we can't agree on something mutually interesting, let's move on.
connected to that is how i personally want to use tarot. some of the good readings i get from others - it feels like it could take a lifetime to just follow part of the path laid out for me there. i want to show gratitude to how the tarot talks to me but - well, right now, i only have one life in front of me. how do i ask questions and react to the answers in a way that honours the tarot but also takes into account that there's only so much i can do? and how do i do that and still get lots of practice in?
lots of stuff coming up here. would be interested in hearing whether others have struggled with it, or are struggling with it. i'm not so much looking for advice, just a conversation ...
what do i REALLY want to use the tarot for?
how can i get lots of tarot practice without asking and answering questions i'm not that interested in?
what questions are worth asking?
how do i honour the tarot if i don't follow its advice?
i can't help but delve deeper and deeper into the tarot - it draws me in. i am fascinated by the imagery, by what it evokes in me, by the network of ideas and possibilities that are created every day by the people who create and use it. so i want to use it a lot myself, and il want to practice. forums like these here are great practice grounds. i like the monthly reading circles, to a large degree because they seem to attract serious practitioners.
there is that word: serious. to me, the opposite of serious is not light-hearted or fun, it's superficiality. in fact, as i write this, i realize that the tarot is the opposite of superficial. the cards draw me in and down, into a thousand mysteries.
i'm also considering becoming a bit more public with my tarot use. given that i'm not interested in the superficial or the pointless, how do i fashion my offering? a lot of people ask, "what does joe think about me?" i don't really want to ask the tarot that. the correct entity to direct that question to is joe. hmmm ... maybe what i need to do is practice my "question redirection". i'm sure there is an interesting reason why X wants to know what joe thinks, and it would be worthwhile delving into that. yes, worth MY while. i'm getting too old to bother with things that others want to do or talk about; if we can't agree on something mutually interesting, let's move on.
connected to that is how i personally want to use tarot. some of the good readings i get from others - it feels like it could take a lifetime to just follow part of the path laid out for me there. i want to show gratitude to how the tarot talks to me but - well, right now, i only have one life in front of me. how do i ask questions and react to the answers in a way that honours the tarot but also takes into account that there's only so much i can do? and how do i do that and still get lots of practice in?
lots of stuff coming up here. would be interested in hearing whether others have struggled with it, or are struggling with it. i'm not so much looking for advice, just a conversation ...