adept 14 first part
14.3 adept
This deck has a common theme of technical and gadgets. Each suit is very different so I kept putting suits together and that was not the reason for this exercise. I did what I do when becoming over technical and just went with stream of conscience. I laid the cards out on my floor and laid them out willy nilly and just put them together and found a common theme.
Queen of cups was by herself I think this ha a lot to do with me dealing with emotions and this is my least favorite suit. Next is five piles. My first 2 piles have to do with direction. The first was elevation I see it as north and south up and down , my second pile was inner and outer , my third had to do with confrontation, my forth has a lot to do with contemplation, my fifth had to do with surrender.
I think picking those themes to looks at direction and interaction with people has a lot to do with my way of looking at the cards. As above so below and shamans tend to believe if you can change your dream world you can change your outer world. Sometimes you make a situation more real by giving it shape and fight your challenge or contemplate it or you may just surrender to it and see what the meaning is. The tarot is very spiritual to me and is a way of me talking to my higher power.
My chosen card was in my inner/outer deck out of 13 cards there is 6 major arcane in this pile. My card has the only images that are flying in it. Bats are kind of scary and so is the moon. I think with this pile and the queen of cups being solo tells me I am nervous about looking at my inner self and dealing with those challenges. I need to find a balance between fighting and surrender and contemplate the reasons for this.