MistressNatasha
Hello, everyone! So right now I'm in a state of confusion. I don't know whether I'm opening up to becoming clairaudient . . . or if I've lost my marbles and need to be put in the nut-house. *Sighs* Here's the story (Warning: get a snack and a comfy chair!):
Only three (I believe) nights ago, I asking my guardian angel and/or spirit guide to help my friend battle through his cancer. I few minutes later, in bed, I began to "hear" vibrations. Now, I say "hear" in the sense of . . . it was all coming from my head. At first I believed it to be maybe something electronic. So I blew it off. A few minutes after that, a tone sounded; just a single pitch, a single beep, maybe. It held out one note. I started to freak out a little and thought, "Just calm down, it's probably some electronic thing. You're tired, just go to sleep." But, then, all of that was blown away. When I heard singing. I've been in choir for four years and know opera-like singing when I hear it! I heard the note changes. I really didn't know what to think of it. Maybe someone is singing me to sleep? Or was this voice trying to soothe me? I heard a little of what sounded like music. Both the music and singing sounded new, yet somehow familiar. I couldn't help but smile and think how beautiful it was. But then it all stopped and I heard what sounded like chatting. Like this "voice" (if I may) was speaking. But it sounded so distant, almost like I were underwater, trying to hear someone above the surface. I couldn't make out anything it was saying. About two minutes into the "talking" another voice seemed to voice. Thus began the moment I thought I was going insane.
The next day I didn't hear anything. However, something different happened. This may have be insignificant but I might as well tell it since it could possibly be related; never know. You see, my Grandma made my little brother bacon for breakfast. She decided to make some for me, put it in a little baggy, and give it to me to take to school so I'd have something to eat (since I don't have a lunch period). Well, I didn't know this. After I got home, I was up on my bed with our dog when the dog, Molly, jumped down and started sniffing around on this tray (that I have random stuff such as a tissue box and Halloween things that need to be put away) that is over by my dresser. Turns out, sitting there on the tray behind some decorations, happened to be the bag of bacon . . . perfectly. Grandma insists that she put it on my bed next to my purse.
Well, just last night I was in bed, again. In a way, I requested that I be "sung" to sleep since I felt quite miserable after a chat with my ex. No more than 30 seconds later I heard singing again. No words, like last time. Just the same note changes. Maybe it was on "ah." I heard music, as well. Classical, again. This time I payed attention and could distinctly hear a violin, harp, flute, and piano.
So today after I got home from school, I decided to do some researched. I've checked many sites online as well as posts on the forum. While doing this, I decided to open my "ears" to try to "hear" things. Only seconds passed before I could "hear" noises. Yes, I still am meaning the noises are in my head. (Wow, that made me sound crazy! XD) I try to focus on the sound and sometimes that helps. Other times I find it easiest to just go on with what I'm doing and I'll get a random, louder outburst. Anyway, after this research of mine, I decided I'm either going insane or am just beginning to open up to clairaudience. I kindly asked this "voice" (that I still can't understand since it sounds so distant, quiet, and mumbled) to perhaps knock on my wall, if it's a spirit that's close by me. Well, no knocking happened. However, my Mom was out in the kitchen talking to my step-dad when suddenly two or three cooking pots fell. I shall quote my Mom: "What was that? Oh, it's the pans. That's weird. How did they fall?" Coincidence? I also heard more music, still always classical which is quite calming.
Another way to describe the noises are perhaps "surreal"-like sounds. Or maybe "science fiction." It seems quite complicated to explain. Perhaps even sometimes similar to meditation music that doesn't use nature.
Now, as for the mumbling "voices," I thought it might be something with my ears (maybe they haven't recovered from my cold). But, there's no mistaking the singing and music (which tends to be the clearest). However, it doesn't seem frightening to me. As a matter of fact, when I ask for music, I often seem to get it. It's like a classical ipod built in your head! XD My personal opinion is that I've somehow "opened" myself and am slowly becoming clairaudient. If I don't want to hear the noise, I don't hear it. But, like now, I just concentrated on opening my "ears" to hear things. After a few seconds, I can "hear" these things. Even at this moment I'm hearing mumblings, hoping to hear a word I can pick up on!
So, now's the time to ask you: am I going insane, or having a moment of/developing clairaudience?
~Natasha
P.S. Sorry for the extremely long post. I thought it would be best to try to fit it all in than leave stuff out. Thanks for helping, by the way. Happy holidays. =]
Only three (I believe) nights ago, I asking my guardian angel and/or spirit guide to help my friend battle through his cancer. I few minutes later, in bed, I began to "hear" vibrations. Now, I say "hear" in the sense of . . . it was all coming from my head. At first I believed it to be maybe something electronic. So I blew it off. A few minutes after that, a tone sounded; just a single pitch, a single beep, maybe. It held out one note. I started to freak out a little and thought, "Just calm down, it's probably some electronic thing. You're tired, just go to sleep." But, then, all of that was blown away. When I heard singing. I've been in choir for four years and know opera-like singing when I hear it! I heard the note changes. I really didn't know what to think of it. Maybe someone is singing me to sleep? Or was this voice trying to soothe me? I heard a little of what sounded like music. Both the music and singing sounded new, yet somehow familiar. I couldn't help but smile and think how beautiful it was. But then it all stopped and I heard what sounded like chatting. Like this "voice" (if I may) was speaking. But it sounded so distant, almost like I were underwater, trying to hear someone above the surface. I couldn't make out anything it was saying. About two minutes into the "talking" another voice seemed to voice. Thus began the moment I thought I was going insane.
The next day I didn't hear anything. However, something different happened. This may have be insignificant but I might as well tell it since it could possibly be related; never know. You see, my Grandma made my little brother bacon for breakfast. She decided to make some for me, put it in a little baggy, and give it to me to take to school so I'd have something to eat (since I don't have a lunch period). Well, I didn't know this. After I got home, I was up on my bed with our dog when the dog, Molly, jumped down and started sniffing around on this tray (that I have random stuff such as a tissue box and Halloween things that need to be put away) that is over by my dresser. Turns out, sitting there on the tray behind some decorations, happened to be the bag of bacon . . . perfectly. Grandma insists that she put it on my bed next to my purse.
Well, just last night I was in bed, again. In a way, I requested that I be "sung" to sleep since I felt quite miserable after a chat with my ex. No more than 30 seconds later I heard singing again. No words, like last time. Just the same note changes. Maybe it was on "ah." I heard music, as well. Classical, again. This time I payed attention and could distinctly hear a violin, harp, flute, and piano.
So today after I got home from school, I decided to do some researched. I've checked many sites online as well as posts on the forum. While doing this, I decided to open my "ears" to try to "hear" things. Only seconds passed before I could "hear" noises. Yes, I still am meaning the noises are in my head. (Wow, that made me sound crazy! XD) I try to focus on the sound and sometimes that helps. Other times I find it easiest to just go on with what I'm doing and I'll get a random, louder outburst. Anyway, after this research of mine, I decided I'm either going insane or am just beginning to open up to clairaudience. I kindly asked this "voice" (that I still can't understand since it sounds so distant, quiet, and mumbled) to perhaps knock on my wall, if it's a spirit that's close by me. Well, no knocking happened. However, my Mom was out in the kitchen talking to my step-dad when suddenly two or three cooking pots fell. I shall quote my Mom: "What was that? Oh, it's the pans. That's weird. How did they fall?" Coincidence? I also heard more music, still always classical which is quite calming.
Another way to describe the noises are perhaps "surreal"-like sounds. Or maybe "science fiction." It seems quite complicated to explain. Perhaps even sometimes similar to meditation music that doesn't use nature.
Now, as for the mumbling "voices," I thought it might be something with my ears (maybe they haven't recovered from my cold). But, there's no mistaking the singing and music (which tends to be the clearest). However, it doesn't seem frightening to me. As a matter of fact, when I ask for music, I often seem to get it. It's like a classical ipod built in your head! XD My personal opinion is that I've somehow "opened" myself and am slowly becoming clairaudient. If I don't want to hear the noise, I don't hear it. But, like now, I just concentrated on opening my "ears" to hear things. After a few seconds, I can "hear" these things. Even at this moment I'm hearing mumblings, hoping to hear a word I can pick up on!
So, now's the time to ask you: am I going insane, or having a moment of/developing clairaudience?
~Natasha
P.S. Sorry for the extremely long post. I thought it would be best to try to fit it all in than leave stuff out. Thanks for helping, by the way. Happy holidays. =]
