Luna's Crone
my first husband was a paranoid skizo with a sex disorde3r. he3 was obse3ssed with stalking all the3 guys he thought i e3ve3r knew. (stitches, heavilly wrappe3d middle finger, sorry about the 3s) Of course i didn't know most of them. he loved to trap me and scare me ect. Now here's the3 part that's important, since i me3t him, i have3 had rotten luck, not re3ally bad luck. that include's life3 in ge3ne3ral my he3alth e3ct. Never3 wanted kids, was on birth control and had thre3e3. don't ge3t me wrong, love my kids, I kne3w about climate change polution and all that back in the early 70's and decided i did not want kids.
we both went to class to learn to me3ditate. I couldn't meditate when he was around because i would ge3t like night te3rrors. whe3n he3 would meditat3e, the3 dogs would growl at th3e closed bedroom door, my rats would hide. and th3e kids wante3d outside.
I lived in he3ll for about 18 years. and one day he3 tried to kill me3 ande th3e police came and thru both him and my oldest out of the3 town and was finally rid of him. long story about my dtr.
but even tho he gone my rotte3n luck stuck with me3. especially with my physical health. NO surge3ry has eve3r gone right. They took my pain me3dicine away, cuz i didn't use enough. I live in a sick house still seeping formaldehyde . spend days and weeks on plans to do some3thing and the3y all turn out trips from he3ll. there are tons more3.
i feel like i caught a gre3mlin from him. When he3 was growing up, his house had to exorcised twice by priest.
now does anyone have any ideas on how i might get rid of this luck business. its really become scary and i am 64 now. 2 surgeons ruined my right e3ye3, my back surgery le3ft me3 with chronic bursitis on both sides of my hips thighs and groins, and things kee3p going that way. It took my husband (not the othe3r one3)almost 16 years to re3alize how unusual things work out for me. And then he asked if i noticed it. He's in the autistic spectrum.
i hope some one knows what might help, two priest couldn't do anything at my ex's house whe3n they came.
i am a natural empath and wondered if somehow some3thing lachte3d on to me3 afte3r i m3et my 3ex.
we both went to class to learn to me3ditate. I couldn't meditate when he was around because i would ge3t like night te3rrors. whe3n he3 would meditat3e, the3 dogs would growl at th3e closed bedroom door, my rats would hide. and th3e kids wante3d outside.
I lived in he3ll for about 18 years. and one day he3 tried to kill me3 ande th3e police came and thru both him and my oldest out of the3 town and was finally rid of him. long story about my dtr.
but even tho he gone my rotte3n luck stuck with me3. especially with my physical health. NO surge3ry has eve3r gone right. They took my pain me3dicine away, cuz i didn't use enough. I live in a sick house still seeping formaldehyde . spend days and weeks on plans to do some3thing and the3y all turn out trips from he3ll. there are tons more3.
i feel like i caught a gre3mlin from him. When he3 was growing up, his house had to exorcised twice by priest.
now does anyone have any ideas on how i might get rid of this luck business. its really become scary and i am 64 now. 2 surgeons ruined my right e3ye3, my back surgery le3ft me3 with chronic bursitis on both sides of my hips thighs and groins, and things kee3p going that way. It took my husband (not the othe3r one3)almost 16 years to re3alize how unusual things work out for me. And then he asked if i noticed it. He's in the autistic spectrum.
i hope some one knows what might help, two priest couldn't do anything at my ex's house whe3n they came.
i am a natural empath and wondered if somehow some3thing lachte3d on to me3 afte3r i m3et my 3ex.