ShannonK
I've been taught different meanings of different cards. For example, a witch that I took classes from last year, gave me very different meanings of certain cards, some in which are opposite of other teachings I have learned via books and internet. (For example the Strength card- most books and internet reviews, talk about this card as using inner strength. My witch friend (tarot teacher) says this card is more about a manipulative person/"control freak". I have been taught both ways (by books/internet and classes from a witch) the different elements and their suits- (wands=fire swords = air) or (wands= air swords=fire) and I have seen both interpretations in different decks and books. With that being said, I do choose to go off of my teachers teachings, just because I chose to take her classes for clarification reasons. I will say that a lot of the readings I have done, have really shown me that her teachings are correct (for me) especially when I use my favorite deck. However, some of the card meanings she taught me are really "cut to the chase" meanings, and sometimes I have a hard time figuring out what the card is trying to tell me. For example, the Judgement card. This card has never been an easy card for me to wrap my head around. First of all the picture scares me, as I came from strong Christianity that says tarot is a sin. (That one is a constant battle with in me.)
So yesterday and today, I chose to open some of my beloved tarot books (since my tarot teacher owns a witchcraft store and is very very busy these days) and try to get more insight on them. The book I chose to do the most reading from these two days is Rachael Pollack's Tarot Wisdom. After reading about the Judgement card in her words, I felt like I had a little more clarity on the card itself, so I decided to do her practice spread (on page 240) and I swear I am even more befuddled. It calls for 7 cards, with the questions going as follows:
1. What is the hidden question of Justice? (I'm not sure if that was a typo n the book, or if it was meant to say Justice)
2.How can I answer it
3.What calls me to rise up/become something new?
4.What can I become?
5.How can my life change?
6.What/who will change around me?
7. How am I called to answer?
With out me actually stating each card, (to save the arguements of "That's not what that card means"), I will just state the simple words I wrote down.
1.Kharma lesson coming around. I am being judged
2.A message of inspiration
3.Change/letting go
4.Lazy
5.Greedy
6.A message of passion
7.A bullsh**er
(My teacher and I do use cuss words lol)
What are other thoughts on my outcome? How do I dig deeper on this one because basically this tells me some pretty negative stuff about myself. I'm not sure the answer to "how am I called to answer" is "by being a bullsh**er.
I don't even know if I'm making sense in this post.
So yesterday and today, I chose to open some of my beloved tarot books (since my tarot teacher owns a witchcraft store and is very very busy these days) and try to get more insight on them. The book I chose to do the most reading from these two days is Rachael Pollack's Tarot Wisdom. After reading about the Judgement card in her words, I felt like I had a little more clarity on the card itself, so I decided to do her practice spread (on page 240) and I swear I am even more befuddled. It calls for 7 cards, with the questions going as follows:
1. What is the hidden question of Justice? (I'm not sure if that was a typo n the book, or if it was meant to say Justice)
2.How can I answer it
3.What calls me to rise up/become something new?
4.What can I become?
5.How can my life change?
6.What/who will change around me?
7. How am I called to answer?
With out me actually stating each card, (to save the arguements of "That's not what that card means"), I will just state the simple words I wrote down.
1.Kharma lesson coming around. I am being judged
2.A message of inspiration
3.Change/letting go
4.Lazy
5.Greedy
6.A message of passion
7.A bullsh**er
(My teacher and I do use cuss words lol)
What are other thoughts on my outcome? How do I dig deeper on this one because basically this tells me some pretty negative stuff about myself. I'm not sure the answer to "how am I called to answer" is "by being a bullsh**er.
I don't even know if I'm making sense in this post.