zan_chan said:
<red faced> Thanks for trying out the spread, Cat. Sorry it didn't take a bit more.., er, pleasant turn. Maybe struggle is a positive message. It's testing you, making you want to work harder and overcome its challenge.
Are you blushing because I tried your spread, or because of the cards my Greenwood threw at me when I did?
Seriously, I find such readings funny. Getting the exact cards that I have just complained about not understanding well must have triggered my stubbornness - because now I'm actually reading up on the Greenwood court animals... Add in "Frustration" and "Struggle" and watch me go into "Ha! Now I'll try and understand you more than ever, my dear Greenwood!" mode in an instant! That deck knows me too well already if it can trick me into studying/working like that!
I believe you're right: That deck IS challenging me to WORK for grokking it. (Just as I'm writing this I remember that I recently complained about not being challenged enough and never really having to work for something I want to understand -- seems like my wish has been granted!
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So I'm not seriously complaining, just sharing a friendly eye-rolling about my dear deck here with you.
I actually IMed Rachel Pollack last night on Facebook and got crazy nervous and felt like a Jewish girl in 1989 meeting Patrick Swayze. (thats a lot of cultural reference, sorry haha).
Let me guess: you got there because you carried a watermelon?
By the way, do you guys get, I don't know, deck protective? Yesterday, someone in the de-enabling thread asked about the Haindl, so I gave it my all. To help her out? Nope-- really just to avoid someone stepping up on my Hermann. Since obviously Hermann is a small, unknown deck that's NOT sold anywhere tarot decks might be available, or anything.
Is that really weird?
I would be worried if you suddenly decided to buy up all existing Haindls (ALL copies, not just one or two per version) so no one but you could touch them with their dirty paws and look at them with their shallow eyes...
Other than that: It's just a fierce honeymoon monogamy urge you're experiencing right now. It will pass eventually and you'll be happy to share again soon.
Brigid said:
Yes you can get matte paper, I get quite a nice double sided matte photo paper from a seller on ebay. I can then print the back straight on.
They are in Australia, but I'm sure you could get it anywhere...
Good luck!
Thanks for the information! I'll ask at the copy shop first and see what they have. If it's not what I want, I'll go and look for matte photo paper.
In terms of my own IDS, I've started to read up on the court card animals in the Greenwood. I have two big beautifully illustrated animal encyclopedias, and a few smaller books on animals (including Ted Andrews' "Animal Speak" and the Carr-Gomm's book for the "Druid Animal Oracle"). So yesterday night, I sat in my bed, surrounded by heavy books, copying relevant bits and pieces about three of the animals (Kingfisher, Heron, and Wren) into my tarot notebook/journal. I found out great stuff about all three of them!
- Wren has many subspecies (is that the correct term?) but only one of them actually lives in Europe. They weave round nests in hollow spaces (in hollow trees, between tree roots, but also in the pockets of jackets left hanging in garden sheds). They are loud and good singers, and often sing duets.
- Kingfisher builds nests by flying against "earth walls" from river banks with its sharp beak, eventually making a tunnel into them. It never cleans out its nest, though, so eventually it starts to stink a lot due to rotting fish leftovers.
- Heron nests up in trees in colonies. When an intruder comes, the whole Heron family vomits out of their nest in defense. I find that sooo hilarious, especially for a bird that looks so dignified much of the time.
These are just the most interesting/surprising bits I remember. I plan to continue this until I have something about each animal. I'm limiting myself to my offline sources for now because anything else would only result in research overkill for me (I'm terrible at that - it's big fun to click from link to link, but also VERY time-consuming and not particularly effective). When I have some basic idea about each animal, I can still go back and do another round of more intensive research. I like starting with some general information about the animals as such before I go and look for more on their mythology. It also fits in with my approach to learning about animals in a shamanic context.
Today, I plan to do Woodpecker and Hawk, and maybe Salmon and/or Adder. It seems to make sense to go by "biological animal category", i.e. all birds together, all mammals together, and the rest (one fish, one snake) inbetween. I'll probably also group Fox, Bear, Lynx, and Wolf ("wild hunters" to me), as well as Deer, Reindeer, and Horse (hoof animals), and finally Hare and Stoat/Ferret (the smallest of the mammals/"the rest").
Aside from that, I've started to wonder about the seasonal and elemental associations of the Greenwood again. Chesca Potter and Mark Ryan use wands for fire/spring and arrows (swords) for air/summer, which is different than the RWS system of swords/air/spring and wands/fire/summer. Cups/water/autumn and stones (pentacles)/earth/winter are the same in both systems. I haven't thought this through but would like to hear your takes on associating summer with air/arrows (swords) and spring with fire/wands... Does that make sense to you? Why (not)?