past lives
wow, where do i start?
my first experiences in finding out my past lives was through dreams. I wanted to know so I asked my dreams to show me. I wont go into details, but i lived in the forest, as a woodland nymph.
I did a mirror scry once, and I was in a castle, looking into a mirror, wearing long velvet dark robes n my husband came up n put a necklace on me, we were happy together. He is my husband in this life too.
I did a past life regression by hypnosis once, n I was a small child running frantically down a long hall way. the windows to the sides had long drapes that were white n blowing about as I ran. I know I was scared. I knew where I was going as in the little girl knew, but "I" didn't know where I was going. I was deaf too. The scene jumped all the sudden from that to I was pulling on a man's hand, making as much noise as I could muster telling him there's trouble, or what have you. He was annoyed (mostly) by me, and kept telling me to back off, leave him alone, but it was URGENT as if the house was on fire or something. I dont' know what it was, but it was SERIOUS and he wouldn't listen to me, or follow me to see.
I do belly dancing (or at least did, not so much anymore) and when I would dance, I would get flashes of memories into my head about a very ornate room surrounded around other girls dancing along with me. Much like belly dancing. Sometimes I would have dreams furthering my past life experience in this life. I was kept in a cell, I would dance for entertainment, and commonly used for sex. I HATED this life I know that. I cried often and hated everything about it. For some reason though, I still enjoy dancing, but hate dancing for entertainment. When the mood strikes me, if I feel up to it, then I enjoy it, wether people are watching or not. But if someone mentions it, then someone else says "Oh I would love to see you dance" I get this deep feeling of despise in my chest. I just remind myself, I don't have to and kindly tell the person "well, maybe some other day, as it looks pretty ridiculous to dance in jeans and a t-shirt. I'd have to put on the garb for it to look right" they usually understand this and doesn't say another word.
I know I have more. But not sure what or how exactly to find out myself, even though I've had the means to find out about them, still, it happens when it wants to, I can't make myself remember them.