Puppet Master
I've had multiple dreams like this and with each and every one they become more specific and go further along ie from thought to preparation to one step from completion.
In the original one I was merely contemplating the act and how to do it effectively.
In them I'm always in my room preparing and with me I have a blade of some sort and a firearm. I see myself placing a heavy item (entertainment stand) in front of the door to make sure no one can get in (apartment door lock + that) or at least to delay. I kneel down with my legs under me and had the blade and gun both laid out in front of me. After which I revealed my abdomen and prepared to drive the blade into my abdomen like who commits hara-kiri/seppaku and the dreams ended.
In the last one I don't know where the blade came from but it's more of a small sword where as the original was a large knife thing I had in a castle/dragon statue ( http://www.dropforyou.com/Dragon-and-Castle-Statue-with-11-Knife.html this).
In all of them there is no emotion not sorrow, not anger, nothing at all it's like staring into the void.
The one thing I find odd is that outside of the shelf, the sword, and the gun the room was completely empty. Nothing on the floor or the walls where as in reality there are many things there.
The katana thing is common in my dreams whether fighting or something else so that parts a little more sense but still.
Is there any meaning to such odd dreams?
In the original one I was merely contemplating the act and how to do it effectively.
In them I'm always in my room preparing and with me I have a blade of some sort and a firearm. I see myself placing a heavy item (entertainment stand) in front of the door to make sure no one can get in (apartment door lock + that) or at least to delay. I kneel down with my legs under me and had the blade and gun both laid out in front of me. After which I revealed my abdomen and prepared to drive the blade into my abdomen like who commits hara-kiri/seppaku and the dreams ended.
In the last one I don't know where the blade came from but it's more of a small sword where as the original was a large knife thing I had in a castle/dragon statue ( http://www.dropforyou.com/Dragon-and-Castle-Statue-with-11-Knife.html this).
In all of them there is no emotion not sorrow, not anger, nothing at all it's like staring into the void.
The one thing I find odd is that outside of the shelf, the sword, and the gun the room was completely empty. Nothing on the floor or the walls where as in reality there are many things there.
The katana thing is common in my dreams whether fighting or something else so that parts a little more sense but still.
Is there any meaning to such odd dreams?