Maybe this post should be in the enabling thread (or de enabling thread!), but I figured only those who are also afflicted with the Baba disease would understand my plight:
I ordered one LE Pewter and was giddy for about two seconds until I started freaking out that this would be my "Precious." You know, the one that after much coveting I would behold in my hot, little hands and then realize just how special she is, so I would hide her away in a safe and special place that only she and I would know of...but then it HIT, I want to use her, but I can't use HER, so I ordered a regular deck. Relieved, I imagined many happy days spent together each getting better with age....AGE, OMG this deck will get worn out and tired from use. I will need a back up! So I ordered a second regular deck. Whew! OK. All is better. I can keep Precious in her safe spot to be taken out occassionally and fondled gently with love. I have my workhorse which I can use guilt free because another workhorse waits in the wings...
BUT, what if I love LE Precious sooo much that I want to read with HER? Tortured, I am thinking I may need to order another LE Pewter/Precious#2 just in case............
Oh dear, am I the sickest person here? No, don't answer that!