Thanks everyone.
chrisam-crystals said:
you need to call upon your own guides, angels and higher beings of light.
ask for them to protect you and your house, and to send this negative energy back to it's rightful place - do NOT state that you want it to go back to where it came from if it is YOU that created it.
what exactly was it that you did anyway?
a basic binding spell doesn't summon up dark forces as you put it.
jue xx
I don't know what I did, but since I tried the spell soooooo many unfortunate things have happed to me. I saw the thing, it almost looked like a pencil dot drawing, like a shadow but in definite figure form. I know that it twisted my ankle when I was sleeping because I was totally fine bfore and did not hurt myself. I know that it cause my kitten severe, deadly diahrrea, because th vet did every test on the book, and there was no apparent cause, blood tests, advanced fecal, etc.. I know that it stabbed me in the stomach, cuz that was when I woke up and I saw it. These are just a few samples of what I think it did.
I did not do a LBRP before the spell. I tried to bind my neighbor from hurting, me, my property and my pets. I am guessing my underlyng anger and hatred of him came back at me.
(See thread, What can I do to get out of this nightmare,
http://www.tarotforum.net/showthread.php?t=67018)
When I saged the house (a million times) I told the thing to go back where it came from, yikes. Then I told it to go to the light. See I don't know what I am doing.
Ros: I have bathed in sea salt. Have not put in our property.
Milfoil: I will check that out.
Breezes: I have pm'ed you.
Marion: I am so bad at this I am afraid to do a LBRP because I don't know what would happen.
I do not feel that hematite would be good for me. I have used it before and it just brought me way down.
Yesterday, I burned: sage, rose hips and a few other herbs that I felt would help. I did not sleep home. I went to a Stones show and staed in a hotel in AC. Sleep was still poor, coulda been the excitement from the show.