Melisandre
I am feeling very lonely lately. Like pit-in-my-stomach, hopeless, awful, gonna-be-alone-forever loneliness. I'm *not* alone, mind you, I have good friends and family, and I count my blessings for that. But I'm at an age where my friends are all married/having kids, don't have much time for friends anymore, and I'm single and feeling left behind, alone, and afraid (no, PETRIFIED) that I'll never have any of that for myself. It's just such a dark and ugly feeling, and even though I am grateful for so much in my life, this is almost debilitating at times. I am embarassed to admit this, but I am finding myself feeling resentful, jealous, inadequate, and bitter more often than I'd like. I'm not liking the side of myself that I've been seeing lately. I'm a generally happy person, but I just can't seem to access any of that positivity right now.
I've used crystals for others things before, to varying degrees of success, but I'm really hoping there is something that can help me out of this funk. If anyone has any suggestions, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks
I've used crystals for others things before, to varying degrees of success, but I'm really hoping there is something that can help me out of this funk. If anyone has any suggestions, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks