Thanks Fluffy,
For everyone else, this post is NOT Buddha Tarot specific
I think that makes a lot of sense. I think that the endless suply of jewels, as well as being a lot to discover, have also been a little over-whelming as I begin this exercise. I have done two readings with the deck and each time, to begin with, I have sat there looking at them, wondering what the hell they are trying to tell me. And then ... I see the colours of the suits that wind through the reading - the red hot lotuses and the bright shining yellow jewels, unfolding amongst the other cards. In both readings, a Buddha and Sakti turned up from the same suit. Why were they sitting together in one reading? Why were they parted in another? These were the questions I had to start asking.
Sometimes, when I have looked through this deck in the past, it has seemed on the cold side. This is a funny observation because it is similar to how the Thoth felt before I spend any deal of time with it. As the last layout still sits on my altar, the cards are literally bursting with colour and energy in a way that I have never seen them before. The red of the lotus courts looks like it would literally burn you if you touched them, which I thought was important in my last reading. I had exactly the same experience with the Thoth when I began to work with it - the colours grew deeper and bled into one another, providing new layers of interpretation and mood throughout the reading.
I was nearly very naughty today. I visted a shop and asked them to unlock their tarot cabinet - I was curious to what decks lay under the vast stacks of packs behind the glass door. So they slid it open and there I was, sifting between the 'Giant Rider Waite' and the 'Tarot of the Cat People', moving the 'Golden Dawn' deck aside to reach behind and get a closer look at the 'Golden Rider'; parting more decks to get a hold on the 'Haindl'. I looked closely at the Haindl because I had previously told myself that if I happened to come into contact with it, it would be mine. I pulled the deck from the box and viewed the shrink-wrapped package. Yep, it looked nice, and boy, did it feel good in my hands - nice, weightly and smooth. And then I thought about the Buddha Tarot and the promises I had made to myself here. Did I need another deck? No, of course I didn't. Did I want another deck? Yes, of course I did. But it wasn't just because I wanted to read with it and study it. It was that moment, sitting in the back of the car where it would slip out of the shrink-wrap and I would feel it glide into a fan amongst my hands - I am sure that you can all relate to that!
I put it back and the cabinet was closed. I grabbed some prayer beads from another shelf, paid for them and left.
The Buddha does feel good tonight and it is because it seems to be working. As you say, there are enough jewels within it to keep me occupied and as much as I enjoy working with it intuitively, I also enjoy the research around the different animals, symbols and Buddhist tools. It really is enlightening. There does not seem to be many Buddha readers here, and even though that is a shame in some ways, it is also nice to read with a deck that has not been touched on so much. I don't call up the pictures from any other decks when I read with this one and my knowledge of Kings and Queens, as well as the other courts from decks I have studied in the past have no place here. It is totally fresh - a brand new story with no interferance. Also, in terms of the Majors, having the story of Shakyamuni woven between them holds them together nicely in my mind - knowing a little about the characters and how they interact.
I am glad that I have passed my first test and did not purchase today, even though I was tempted. I think that my reading this evening was a pleasant reward.
Fluffy, I will do your one card reading tomorrow evening. I hope that that is okay.
Best,
LB