moderndayruth
As you know, unlike recently, i have free time now...
So i decided to take care of my decks, you know, to see if they are all happy in their respective bags and boxes, does some of them prefer to re-locate...
As i began taking them one by one i was like
"oh, darling, haven't seen you in six months ..."
"oh, baby, i almost forgot about you..."
"and you, darling, well, i did forget about you..."
My collection is small - especially in comparison with SOME collections - yet very dangerous and heretic thought crossed my mind:
maybe (just maybe) i have enough decks for now ?
The very next thought was: what i am supposed to do if... if... God forbid!
What would substitute that suspence i feel while waiting for the new deck to arrive? What else would i do instead of complaining endlessly on shipping costs to countries outside EU?! What would compensate my eternal feeling of guilt for not knowing enough/ not studyng sufficiently?!
I imagined the future without my healthy obsession - and it seemed dark, tedious, boring...
Go ahead, en-able me! Post pictures/stories/whatever of decks/ cloths/ bags / whatever can trigger in my soul that burning desire to posses...
So i decided to take care of my decks, you know, to see if they are all happy in their respective bags and boxes, does some of them prefer to re-locate...
As i began taking them one by one i was like
"oh, darling, haven't seen you in six months ..."
"oh, baby, i almost forgot about you..."
"and you, darling, well, i did forget about you..."
My collection is small - especially in comparison with SOME collections - yet very dangerous and heretic thought crossed my mind:
maybe (just maybe) i have enough decks for now ?
The very next thought was: what i am supposed to do if... if... God forbid!
What would substitute that suspence i feel while waiting for the new deck to arrive? What else would i do instead of complaining endlessly on shipping costs to countries outside EU?! What would compensate my eternal feeling of guilt for not knowing enough/ not studyng sufficiently?!
I imagined the future without my healthy obsession - and it seemed dark, tedious, boring...
Go ahead, en-able me! Post pictures/stories/whatever of decks/ cloths/ bags / whatever can trigger in my soul that burning desire to posses...