Whoa, chill out dude!
"It turned on me tonight because it knows I hate it."
Take a step back, relax and just think about the absurdity of this statement. IT'S ONLY A DECK OF PAPER CARDS, WITH PICTURES ON IT. It cannot "turn on you", as it cannot do anything but reflect what is already inside of you. Do you also blame your bathroom mirror when you are having a bad hair day..? Apparently you are experiencing some inner turmoil, possibly triggered by the powerful symbolism of this particular deck. I think this is very normal, I think anyone who studies the tarot beyond the surface level will inevitably experience some discomfort at times. All that means is that it is working, it is bringing out parts of you that need to be healed. Bravo!
No need to hate, mate!
But probably you do need some time out to allow things to settle. Maybe you are right and this deck is not for you, that's ok because we all have to walk our individually unique paths. But I hope you will have the strength to "stay with" the discomfort and learn from the experience regardless. I wish you all the best and good luck, with or without the Thoth!
/Craxie