tarotbear
- I am not sure if this is the correct section for this, but the mods will move it if not. - TB
In another section of the forum is a 'sticky note' for Life cards and Year cards, so if you are unsure about what the process I am discussing is, please check there.
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As we all know our life is built on cycles, and periodically those cycles change. We also are aware that 'a year' is fluid and can start or end at any time regardless of what page is flipped up on the calendar. I am in the "Year of the Hanged Man" and it started early. For this discussion my cycles have been:
1992 - Justice ...1993 - Empress .........1994 - Emperor
2001 - Justice ...2002 - Hanged Man ...2003 - Emperor
2010 - Justice ...2011 - Hanged Man ...2012 - Death
In my 2002 Hanged Man cycle, I wrote my manuscript and it was published in my Emperor year - the card of male power.
Approximately a year ago this Halloween week. I found out I had 60 days to meet the company's demands or face termination. 60 days is @ Christmas, and the first work day after Christmas 2010 I was terminated. Nice company, huh? No waiting around until May 2011 - my Hanged Man year was already cycling up.
I applied for unemployment the following day, and soon after New Years I realized my husband's mental illness {he is bi-polar} was starting to affect things and it took until February to convince him to admit himself and be treated for depression. To make a long story short, IMHO, whatever meds he was given to fight his depression kicked him into the stratosphere, and in April he became another person. In May, which should have been the 'start' of my Hanged Man year things became so bad that I moved out of the house for two weeks. When I returned, I knew things were going to get even worse. I knew divorce was in my future and it was discussed. One night, he came in my room and asked me how soon I could be packed up and leave. The next day, I started to pack. That weekend it all came to a head, and the upshot is that I found out what real handcuffs feel like, and got to see parts of the police station the general public does not. I was able to pack a bunch of my stuff and moved in with a friend. My unemployment ran out and I had to apply for an extension of benefits in July.
Since then I have been looking for a job (I have to document that I applied for a minimum of three every week), and conducting business through my divorce lawyer. I have a trial in late November 2011, and the divorce is scheduled to be finalized in April 2012, if not sooner.
I am running out of unemployment; the divorce will cancel my health insurance, I still haven't found anyone who wants to hire me (white male, 56, with health issues, very few skills) and I cycle from the Hanged Man to the Death card! {I know - it probably only represents my divorce - but you can't help but notice!} So, I will move from a 'year' of stagnation into a 'year' of permanent and lasting change.
I also think I have worn out my welcome where I am staying, so it is time to move ... again.
From 'The Bearot':
In another section of the forum is a 'sticky note' for Life cards and Year cards, so if you are unsure about what the process I am discussing is, please check there.
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As we all know our life is built on cycles, and periodically those cycles change. We also are aware that 'a year' is fluid and can start or end at any time regardless of what page is flipped up on the calendar. I am in the "Year of the Hanged Man" and it started early. For this discussion my cycles have been:
1992 - Justice ...1993 - Empress .........1994 - Emperor
2001 - Justice ...2002 - Hanged Man ...2003 - Emperor
2010 - Justice ...2011 - Hanged Man ...2012 - Death
In my 2002 Hanged Man cycle, I wrote my manuscript and it was published in my Emperor year - the card of male power.
Approximately a year ago this Halloween week. I found out I had 60 days to meet the company's demands or face termination. 60 days is @ Christmas, and the first work day after Christmas 2010 I was terminated. Nice company, huh? No waiting around until May 2011 - my Hanged Man year was already cycling up.
I applied for unemployment the following day, and soon after New Years I realized my husband's mental illness {he is bi-polar} was starting to affect things and it took until February to convince him to admit himself and be treated for depression. To make a long story short, IMHO, whatever meds he was given to fight his depression kicked him into the stratosphere, and in April he became another person. In May, which should have been the 'start' of my Hanged Man year things became so bad that I moved out of the house for two weeks. When I returned, I knew things were going to get even worse. I knew divorce was in my future and it was discussed. One night, he came in my room and asked me how soon I could be packed up and leave. The next day, I started to pack. That weekend it all came to a head, and the upshot is that I found out what real handcuffs feel like, and got to see parts of the police station the general public does not. I was able to pack a bunch of my stuff and moved in with a friend. My unemployment ran out and I had to apply for an extension of benefits in July.
Since then I have been looking for a job (I have to document that I applied for a minimum of three every week), and conducting business through my divorce lawyer. I have a trial in late November 2011, and the divorce is scheduled to be finalized in April 2012, if not sooner.
I am running out of unemployment; the divorce will cancel my health insurance, I still haven't found anyone who wants to hire me (white male, 56, with health issues, very few skills) and I cycle from the Hanged Man to the Death card! {I know - it probably only represents my divorce - but you can't help but notice!} So, I will move from a 'year' of stagnation into a 'year' of permanent and lasting change.
I also think I have worn out my welcome where I am staying, so it is time to move ... again.
From 'The Bearot':
