Thank you all so much for your consoling words and common-sense wisdom over my disappointment. I've cooled down a lot over the last few days.
The shop owner has asked me very sincerely to hang in there with him a little longer, and I will. I still feel that this can work out the way I want it to, I just have to work on
patience and perhaps trust. Meanwhile I know I should look around for other opportunities, get off my lazy tired duff and find some other place I like to read at as much as I like this one. I have days promised me through mid-November, so my sky isn't actually falling yet!
Ace, I have to agree with you about crazy customers--I find a lot more of them in this (and other) meta shop than in any restaurant I've ever read at. Sometimes I think there's a giant magnet hidden behind the "Roswell" section of books...
LOL
Seriously though, the main difficulty I have with Meta Shops is that so many of the customers are into
very frequent readings, and I wonder about the ethics of reading for them too/so often. Is it enabling an addiction, or simply allowing people their right to spend their money as they please?