celticnoodle said:
My question is, what is it specifically that I need to do to overcome my spiritual blockage?
Yora said:
I don't know if it has something to do with you celticnoodly!! Another chance for me tonight!!
I dreamed of seeing joseph gordon levitt ( i think that is his name) he looked like as he looked in the movie hesher with long black hair but without the beard. He was standing in front of a town canal, it all looked kind of like in a painting. lavender colours i remember too. I remembered he was a friend of the brother of a friend of mine and once i had the chance to get to know him but didn't. I then saw an image of him lying on top of that friend's bunkbed. I tried to find him after realizing, longing for a connection but i couldn't. It looked quite beautifull the town!! The word rural comes to mind when thinking of it. And maybe it was also in another era. Or allot of years ago!!
never heard of him, so I had to google him.
the only thing I can say is that the movie title, "Hesher" is very close to my married surname. other then that, nothing. the lavender colors could indicate spiritual cleansing.
A town canal could symbolize my being too controlling with my thinking and beliefs, and that this is holding me back from pursuing my goals mentioned above. Funny enough--one of my guides told me this same thing. That my thoughts and beliefs where my setback began is indeed holding me back spiritually.
In a hole in a tree there was a sandlightbrown motherdog (i think) and her baby's took turns on drinking milk and i worried about if that wouldnt give her too much of a drained feeling. lol
A tree can mean many things, and since you do not indicate if the tree was dead, green and lush or bare of any leaves or even what type of tree it was, I'm going to just say that I think (esp. w/the mother dog there) that it probably again relates to my hopes and dreams of attaining my spiritual goals (healing). The dog can be symbolic of my strong values to helping others (she was feeding her pups). I was always there to help people in my community and also my family and friends. BEcause you describe her as possibly being drained--well...again, sounding like a broken record, as I have been feeling drained the last 18 mos. of it all and so was forced to cut back dramatically from it all.
An album cover with pastel thirst quenching looking pink berries, a woman sang on it (from the rural little town i dreamed off, i don't think it is in the netherlands where i live) and after her song there where added songs from children. Also little Joseph was singing on it!
the album could be indicating my true friends being around me. I am surrounded by very true and good friends. They were always like family to me. Esp. now too, when I need them the most.
I happen to live in a very little rural town. in fact, currently in the smallest incorporated "city" in the U.S. the word 'city' is funny to use describing our town--we don't even have a grocery store here! lol. And, by 6pm, the town rolls up its sidewalks and goes home. (save the bar and one or two restaurants and the liquor store that stays open till 7pm)
further a long white table, a church thing going on maybe in a big white tent (not sure maybe it was just a buildin) and a black woman with curly short hair was singing on it. Everyone was enjoying her music but also doing their thing talking softly and eating.
a long white table could indicate my large circle of friends, (I do have many here!
) and the color white could indicate the peacefulness I feel when with them. It can also indicate a fresh start in my life--which I am taking.
I can't grasp everything from the dream sadly!!! I hope tommorow there is more to share!!
you did great!!!
Yora said:
Robot after girl (from tideland/silent hill movie) it knows where she is. (something about a patched heart made of candy not sure) and wants to eliminate her!! Suddenly i was her. Had to stay on the move, it was a re-dream on the same night about the subject because i had a vision or dreamt that night before that me and a friend from collage, he was black, had a light blue shirt on, (i was a white person ) we where on a rooftop and together we knew how to eliminate the eliminating robot. At least we tried allot of stuff. We knew allot of scientific things or how to make stuff go kaboom.
well, could the candy be representating just how darn sweet I am?
the robot could indicate that I am feeling unable to express my feelings and so going about life in a way like a robot. Where some people are concerned, this is so true! the heart itself could again indicate how I am expressing my feelings and I have somewhat patched it with some fake sugar. I am talking again with some of these people, but I admit- grudgingly so. I'm being as nice as I am able to be, under the circumstances. So, the patch heart made of candy makes sense. I had to patch my heart and fake the sweetness I am showing them.
so i whent running to collage it was colddd!!! I entered a snackbar/cafe and begged for a jacket and told the crazy truthh, the japanese man saw i was genuinely in need off it and gave a long jacket like ichigo wears in kamikaze girls. Not purple though!
http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u...2/ichigokg.jpg black or blackred.
(an old woman who did not want to throw away her cake, it was fancy schmanzy!!! With icing. Lightblue i think. but then she looked at it and realized it was old
she had another cake under a large cup and was afraid to witness maggottown so i think i split!)
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was straight from my sketches, did a bit of a check up and some fixes.
the college would suggest I am going through social changes and am tring to experiment with new things. It also would suggest I am going through a stressful time. All very true! The cold is me feeling isolated. I am at times.
snack bar/cafe could be about my social life, and because I was begging for a jacket, it indicates that I am isolating myself to protect myself. all true too. I have not been back to visit the people who were mean to me since that awful day. (over a year now). the longest I've EVER been away. the Japanese man could represent enlightenment and peace of mind. all that I have achieved since distancing myself--even it is also upsetting. the cake thing can be my difficulties in throwing away my relationship w/these people completely. I do hope that one day things will get better between us. light blue color can indicate devotion, truth and loyalty. or my spiritual guide. I'm going to lean towards the guide. The maggot thing can be how I feel about them lately.
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Day after dreamed about two snails with pinkish bodies! One had a shell and one didn't. The snail had a cartoon mouth and eyes.
also in all the dreams i had lately my mom was in it lol
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this did make me laugh as some people are telling me that i am being overly sensitive. I may be. or it can indicate my progress on my spiritual goal. moving at a snails pace....true! As for your mom being in the dream--my mother was involved in this, so that is the mother connection.
Yora said:
the candied heart patch was more like a thin candy cookie in the shape of a heart with strawberry/red jelly in it by the way!! It was also a patch. lol
this is probably indicating how thin the relationship w/these people was to begin with--(very thin!) and the jelly shows I'm doing what I can to preserve what is left. yeah...somewhat. I came to realize that it seemed to be more important to me then to them. Since that horrible day, I stopped being at their beck and call, I have not heard from them at all either. Apparently, they don't care that much.
I am taking all this as I need to stop stressing myself out about it and stop being so sensitive also and count the blessings that I do have--mainly the very wonderful supportive people around me.
OH! nearly forgot this, my one guide is named Joe, (Joseph) so perhaps that is also why you saw this Joseph Gordon Leavitt. My guide, Joe, is slender of build like Leavitt and he has long dark hair--but didn't really look like Hersher. perhaps the name is why you got him?
Great Job!