I was so delusional that I got stuck staring at the skeleton on the Death card and looking at the eyebrow area and I decided that I had solved the mystery!
I wasn't going to say anything....
Okay, so now we know it's the Emperor. Whew!
I felt I was in the deck the first day that I picked it up and saw the Ace of Swords, which is my card anyway, and there was a woman with dark hair and a lovely face.....my ideal vision of myself, although much more lovely than I am.
I found out that it is Leisa, but who's to say that I am she and she is me and we are all together...
(sing the last part to the tune of "I Am The Walrus")