Belladonna
A little background first... My husband, son and I recently sold our farm in Cape Breton (very rural, isolated, harsh weather, financially challenged, but very beautiful and powerful too) to move to Halifax- a lovely mid-sized city with colorful old houses and lots of trees. The move was initiated by me and I've been loving it ever since. My son is very happy in his first year of school at a cool alternative school. While my husband half-heartedly complains, he lived in and loved Halifax for 8 years prior to our buying our property in Cape Breton. He also now has full time work which he really enjoys and feels as though he has a clean slate and second chance now that a load of debt has been taken care of. I continue to be a full time mom and part time professional tarot reader from home.
One major issue I've been dealing with for a little over a year now is a stomach problem. Despite seeing several doctors, a specialist, a naturopath, and a chinese doctor and having a variety of medical tests done as well as trying medications ad nauseum I continue to have this problem.
I recently had a dream of being in Cape Breton and looking around in the grass. I kept finding snakes and picking them up. They were all about a meter long and as thick as a garden hose, but of varying colours. One I distinctly remember was shades of rose. The snakes twirled around my hands and arms. Far from being afraid or disgusted I was absolutely delighted. They were fascinating and I was filled with gratitude and awe at finding them. I know I found a lizard at one point, too. The dream ended when I found a toad and picked him up. He was the size of the palm of my hand and smooth and shiny. I thought to myself how it wasn't ugly at all and carefully put him back in the grass.
Can anyone offer any insight? I'd appreciate any and all views!
One major issue I've been dealing with for a little over a year now is a stomach problem. Despite seeing several doctors, a specialist, a naturopath, and a chinese doctor and having a variety of medical tests done as well as trying medications ad nauseum I continue to have this problem.
I recently had a dream of being in Cape Breton and looking around in the grass. I kept finding snakes and picking them up. They were all about a meter long and as thick as a garden hose, but of varying colours. One I distinctly remember was shades of rose. The snakes twirled around my hands and arms. Far from being afraid or disgusted I was absolutely delighted. They were fascinating and I was filled with gratitude and awe at finding them. I know I found a lizard at one point, too. The dream ended when I found a toad and picked him up. He was the size of the palm of my hand and smooth and shiny. I thought to myself how it wasn't ugly at all and carefully put him back in the grass.
Can anyone offer any insight? I'd appreciate any and all views!