BrightEye
Some time ago I dreamt I was in a cafe with a man I know somewhere near where we work. There was another woman with us and a group of people, who left without paying their bill. I said I’d look after it.
I held his hand as we talked. He didn’t withdraw it but was welcoming my touch. I kept chatting away about this and that. He said something, but I couldn’t hear him. I carried on with my chit chat until he interrupted me and said ‘I’m not causing any jealousy, am I?’ I said ‘Why are you asking me that?’ I couldn’t look at him. I couldn’t lie. I looked away and nodded. ‘Yes, you are’, I said, ‘very much so’.
I asked for the bill, which turned out to be enormous. He was putting several notes on the table, but I protested to the waitress. We had only had a coffee each. I said to the waitress that I wasn’t prepared to pay the whole bill, but I ended up paying a good bit of it. I felt it was my duty and even made a joke about it. The woman who had been with us paid for her coffee and left.
We walked back to work. I said, ‘Do we need to talk about this?’ and I was pointing from me to him, suggesting that we needed to talk about the feelings between us. He said ‘Yes, we do’. ‘When?’ He said ‘Very soon.’ Then he was gone.
I've had a number of dreams involving the cost of things and I think this one is telling me it has to do with an emotional cost that I feel is too high. It almost seems that my happiness comes at a price that I'm not willing to pay. It's interesting though that he puts money on the table for the bill I said I would pay. Any thoughts on that? And who is the woman who is with us but never says anything?
I held his hand as we talked. He didn’t withdraw it but was welcoming my touch. I kept chatting away about this and that. He said something, but I couldn’t hear him. I carried on with my chit chat until he interrupted me and said ‘I’m not causing any jealousy, am I?’ I said ‘Why are you asking me that?’ I couldn’t look at him. I couldn’t lie. I looked away and nodded. ‘Yes, you are’, I said, ‘very much so’.
I asked for the bill, which turned out to be enormous. He was putting several notes on the table, but I protested to the waitress. We had only had a coffee each. I said to the waitress that I wasn’t prepared to pay the whole bill, but I ended up paying a good bit of it. I felt it was my duty and even made a joke about it. The woman who had been with us paid for her coffee and left.
We walked back to work. I said, ‘Do we need to talk about this?’ and I was pointing from me to him, suggesting that we needed to talk about the feelings between us. He said ‘Yes, we do’. ‘When?’ He said ‘Very soon.’ Then he was gone.
I've had a number of dreams involving the cost of things and I think this one is telling me it has to do with an emotional cost that I feel is too high. It almost seems that my happiness comes at a price that I'm not willing to pay. It's interesting though that he puts money on the table for the bill I said I would pay. Any thoughts on that? And who is the woman who is with us but never says anything?