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One of the hardest thing about spirituality for me is melding it into everyday life, trying not to judge, trying not to manifest negative thoughts/actions/words, meditation and mindfulness etc
Sometimes its simply hard knowing some things, holding on to that.
There are times when you are holding onto something that is your light at the end of a very dark and draining tunnel, and you look at the light and see it flickering, your doubt makes you see the flame change and flicker, but in reality the flame is strong. In those dark times we know there is a lesson to learn, we know there is an experience to go through, but it doesn’t keep you warm at night as they say. So sometimes because what we know is intangible (its not provable to the outside world) we have to wait, and the message from spirit is always, have patience, trust….but again it doesn’t keep you warm at night…lol
When it happens of course its great, but the waiting, the holding on, the simply being takes its toll sometimes, its hard. Not being able to share that knowledge/guidence is also difficult, not being able to say 'don’t worry about that because in 3 months it wont matter' or 'don’t worry about me, I know in 2 weeks time everything will come together'
Sorry its rambling, but am in that type of mood today. Anyone else sometimes get like this, sometimes just tired
Sometimes its simply hard knowing some things, holding on to that.
There are times when you are holding onto something that is your light at the end of a very dark and draining tunnel, and you look at the light and see it flickering, your doubt makes you see the flame change and flicker, but in reality the flame is strong. In those dark times we know there is a lesson to learn, we know there is an experience to go through, but it doesn’t keep you warm at night as they say. So sometimes because what we know is intangible (its not provable to the outside world) we have to wait, and the message from spirit is always, have patience, trust….but again it doesn’t keep you warm at night…lol
When it happens of course its great, but the waiting, the holding on, the simply being takes its toll sometimes, its hard. Not being able to share that knowledge/guidence is also difficult, not being able to say 'don’t worry about that because in 3 months it wont matter' or 'don’t worry about me, I know in 2 weeks time everything will come together'
Sorry its rambling, but am in that type of mood today. Anyone else sometimes get like this, sometimes just tired