hi headincloud
first of all thank you so much for such an in-dpeth read. i read it couple of times and waiting for the right time when i have more time on my hands to sit and write in detail. so here i am
now i don't know who this gentleman is who seems to be very protective, but the way you have described this person and mentioned him as my father, he really seems to have all the traits that my father possesses, except for one thing that my father is still alive. i'll check the tank in the attic to see if there is something going on there.
if i talk about my father he is just the way you described, but he is not suffering from any such disease. also i am hoping to change my career and looking for a suitable and better option financially. glad that times are going to change for me. he has difficulty showing his emotions but everyone in the family knows him as being very protective of me and he gets very emotional if i get even slightly hurt by something. i know in my heart he loves me, even though he has never expressed it to me ever in his life ever.
grandmother seems to be there for me forever. she is very protective and yes she died of digestive issues but it was peaceful. regarding romantic novel, i am not writing any. could it be a message regarding love life? i have no intentions to write anything. i am not a writer.i do get very frustrated at times because of my emotional life in general. i wonder what "third birthday" is all about!can you shed some light on it, if possible? i am utterly bored and yes there is a great amount of tension in and around me for some issues in my life.
again, i don't know who the blonde girl is but i love her message. it is just such a profound experience to know that so many spirits are around me at this time who are sending their blessings and wishing me luck and encouraging me to continue traveling the path i am on. i am in a state of awe to read all what you have written in the reading
thank you so much for all your time. you are such a gifted soul