for kiama.
My question is:
(A difficult one!) I would like to know what is needed of me in order to successfully keep all the 'things' in my life up-to-shape. I have many 'things' and responsibilities, so I just would like some guidance (Revelations spread sounds good!) as to what I need to do, who I need to be, what is needed of me, etc.
i read the soul tidings card as if jesus himself was telling me the word of each card.
0. soul postion
ten of eagles, (ten of wands) the new conventent reversed (of eagles)
the ten of eagles dropped out when i was shuffling. and given what you are feeling with the things and responsiblities the card image speaks for itselfs. it shows a woman in the middle of two people yelling at her, and she can't handle it.. the subtitle is words. in the normal tarot you are full of spiritual burdens.. but here you are being pressured by the influence of your freinds, families, and lover.
the new conventent reversed, says you are ready to move forward to understand your soul and your creator better,, but the ten of eagles is holding you back for you can't hear the divine voice within.
1. god will (your higher will if you prefer)
the blood reversed (death reversed) and two of doves(two of cups) reversed,
the blood is telling you to realize that we are all the same inside,, and that is the divine spirit that we each have. to hate another is to hate yourself.. and to accept another is to accept yourself.
the two of doves says to love the personality isn't the answer.. but to love the soul and the highest aspects of the personality is part of the answer..
to love a person who faults you can accept without your relationship being empty should reflect your love of their soul as well.
2. the issue,
seven of eagles(seven of wands) freedom,
it is your connections to the world that are holding your spirit down you feel. this speaks not of breaking off all ties to the world and walking around with just your clothes on your back like the prophets of the old testment.
instead to ask for the universe to help you move forward, to free that which no longer serves you to return to the universe for other people who need it. (that is an good ego excerise as well , if you want to pm i can share it with you from the book jesus path)
3.insight
asking reversed,(four of pentacles reversed)
to ask the universe to help is not selfish but your divine right as a child of the light. the masters says we can not help you unless you ask, for we can not interfere in your free will. to pray is to ask ,,, to mediate is to recieve, to help others is to give..
all requests of the spirit is a prayer of some sort, there is no shame for us.
4.influence,
the cheerful giver reversed (of the eagles)
give not grudgingly ,, and recieve help from us not grudingly for we would not ask you to go to the world along without our help and guidance, and you knew this before you left to the school of earth. when you see people in need give freely ,, it is within you ,, just let go of the ego needs for now and let spirit.
5.change,
gentleness. eight of the doves,
remember the child gentleness with living things when they are small,, that is how you are to approach everyliving thing.. for the universe was created out of love and not force.
everything has a vulnerability,, and when people say"why do you act like that ,, you didn't hurt me " they come from the fear that they could be hurt,, and want to hide it.
let not those words affect you .. for the gentle heart is the wise heart.
6.edfertification.
our caring father reversed (eight of light reversed)
to reconcile with the male god , is to harmonzie yourself with both goddess and god and to realize they are aspects of the whole.
the god is not judgemental,, those are fears used by the church to control people.. and the original leaders of the old testment.
the caring father is like a gardener who tends to his garden every day , spraying the negative bugs from bitting us,, giving us fertilizer to grow.
7.challenge.
sowing and reaping, (ace of eagles, or wands )
your challenge is to take action in your life, to remember as you sow the seeds of love or war,, so shall you reap the benefits of either seed. since it is upright it is for you to sow the seeds of the postivness and to say i do not want the negative seeds before my path.
8.blessing
peace reversed, (ace of light reversed)
to recieve our blessing is first to find peace in your life, and remember that temperance is found through peace ,, harmony comes through peace of opposite forces,, and cooperation of allied forces.
to embrace those your love with an open heart and say yes i want only peace between us.
9.revelation for you ,
gratitude reversed (of the light )
to give thanks to the goddess,and the god , and the spirit is to thank yourself for a job well done.. it is not our egos who want thanks, it is the natural law of gratitude for love,,
it isn't a equal exchange for the rule of the earth energies.. we come from higher then that.
and so with that we leave you to ponder, and let the good things come for you .