Here we go, Julien.
1. What holds you back from finding comfort? It will point to one of your character traits or a circumstance that abuses your soul comfort.
The Topsy Turvets. There are, at least, two of you, and you are not sure which one to be. It seems that you want to play in one manner one time, and in the other manner – in another. And it’s hard to tell which one is your true self. There might be a grandmother or a woman of old age that you think of that amounts to your discomfort.
2. How to overcome. This position will reveal means of how to work through the issue.
Nelys the Alchemyst. You already own means to solve the problem. It will require blending yourself together, because blending will eventually cause purifying. But this is pure work with yourself. And once again, you have resources, but they are composed in an unsuitable way/proportion. For the process of inner transformation (inner alchemy) to take start, you should focus on it. It will not happen in someone’s presence. As the Topsie Turvets point to more social level (the level of expression), Nelys the Alchemyst emphasizes your inner processes (the psychological level).
3. What you should rely on. Position that will help to clarify availability of resources.
He of the Fiery Sword. Pure energy of the masculine principle. This Singer tells that you are able to strike forward and accomplish many things, including inner transformations mentioned in Pos.2, by creating working space, rather than giving structure to what already exists. Talking symbolically, you should rely on your feature that helps you to tear a cloud of illusion or confusion.
4. What you should not rely on. Position that will help to clarify availability of resources.
Honesty. It tells me that you should not put trust in what seems to be accomplished for the Topsy Turvets (pos.1) often cause delusion. Trust deeds, not words. And it seems like it has something to do with your human environment. Honesty says that others, who say that you are already fine, might be pursuing their own goals, for your position is profitable for them. It is you who you should be honest with, - the card says.
5. He who will help you.
Laiste, the Moon’s Daughter. He is a man, who has good sense of humor, and whose jokes often bear a hint of truth. He might be explaining something often. He is someone from your friends or your community, you know him well, though he seems a bit distant sometimes. You should not ask him for help, but you should listen carefully to what he says. He is your shadow-breaker. I’m not sure but there might be a moon connection (for example, he is a Cancer or Moon is highly aspected in his natal chart, or his work deals with silver, etc).
6. She who will help you.
Truth. This is a card that I added to a standard Froud’s deck. She might be your godmother or someone who visits you in your dreams. She will help your see through confusing moments. If you need, you may ask her questions and guidance. She will not do the Nelys the Alchemyst’s job of your inner transformations, but she will readily provide you with a situation to help you learn your lesson. Be sure that you remember your dreams. Truth on this card is an angelic winged being that emerges from the darkness of the background, carrying two shining spheres in her raised hands. She is drawn in white and blue, symbolizing purification. She is one of those whose presence you can feel almost at the physical level.
7. The pillar of your soul comfort. This position is designed to speak of something that you value and that was disrupted with Pos.1.
The Dark Lady. The card in this position tells me that the pillar of your soul comfort lies in accepting your dark part. Probably, this is why most cards say that you should unite yourself inside, despite of others’ compliments or opinions, as people sometimes prefer to see a tacit goat beside them rather than a roaring lion. The Dark Lady showed many appearances in world mythology. She was Celtic Morrigan, Norse Hel, Slavic Yaga etc. She is the one who holds a key of release and female mysteries (after your children have become adults). And she might be the one who is willing to teach you now. (This might be connected with the old lady I mentioned in pos.1, if you there IS the old lady).
Overview. There’s something invisible at the moment in your life that is going to happen soon. You should be prepared, so that your soul would stay comforted during these changes. There are considerable resources that you own now. Look into yourself and work there, from inside out. Don’t be misled by opinions. The general advice of this spread is to use your resources wisely.
