Kahlie
Interesting angle's Little Eagle,
Yes, I seem to be called towards shamanic practice which is odd since I do not know anything about it. My lover is very down to earth, and frankly refuses to do any protection for himself. I was very surprised he used the word "possessed" but he really meant it.
I wouldn't see the woman as Earth Mother, since she was both afraid and protective of the kangeroos.
I wondered if I tuned into to something that has to do with my Lover. The more I think about it, the more it makes sense...
Firstly, we spoke before bedtime about his Enlightenment Pack Reading. In which he got "Ancestoral Problem" as his second chakra position. I thought it would be at least 3 generations back, on both sides, which would put it to around the amount of people that I saw.
The Second Chakra seems to be very closely tied to self-image and the self-image of his family. They do feel 'attacked' and yes, it does have to do with family obligations. Both Sets of Family in the last 2 generations (father/mother and grandparents) have problems with obligations, either by doing too much out of 'service' or too little. On his fathers side people even won't speak to each other any more because of this issue.
I would then seem to think that the kangeroos were symbolising the 'red thread' that leads through the family, and the way it 'devours' and 'bleeds them dry'. It's interesting that there were 2, one for each side (maternal/paternal).
Also, I found out that there is a term called "Kangeroo Court".
I'm going to ask my lover if any of his great-grandparents were ever in 'court' like situations. This is very likely since they lived during the dictatorship at that time.
I also wonder about the old rather roundish man who was 'singled' out for the slaughter to begin... the problem is that I usually am not able to describe my dream people very well, although when meeting them in real life, I do recognise them. (I dreamt about collegues of my lover and when meeting them in a room full of people, I recognised them).
I think declining the suit has to do with the fact that I still have some protection problems... I will continue to work on those. It's hard because I *do* work with protection prayers, aura cleansing and all that... Yet, negativity is a part of life, and I feel I must experience it as well to help heal it...
Kahlie
Yes, I seem to be called towards shamanic practice which is odd since I do not know anything about it. My lover is very down to earth, and frankly refuses to do any protection for himself. I was very surprised he used the word "possessed" but he really meant it.
I wouldn't see the woman as Earth Mother, since she was both afraid and protective of the kangeroos.
I wondered if I tuned into to something that has to do with my Lover. The more I think about it, the more it makes sense...
Firstly, we spoke before bedtime about his Enlightenment Pack Reading. In which he got "Ancestoral Problem" as his second chakra position. I thought it would be at least 3 generations back, on both sides, which would put it to around the amount of people that I saw.
The Second Chakra seems to be very closely tied to self-image and the self-image of his family. They do feel 'attacked' and yes, it does have to do with family obligations. Both Sets of Family in the last 2 generations (father/mother and grandparents) have problems with obligations, either by doing too much out of 'service' or too little. On his fathers side people even won't speak to each other any more because of this issue.
I would then seem to think that the kangeroos were symbolising the 'red thread' that leads through the family, and the way it 'devours' and 'bleeds them dry'. It's interesting that there were 2, one for each side (maternal/paternal).
Also, I found out that there is a term called "Kangeroo Court".
Lexicon said:Kangaroo court: An unfair trial in which the rights of the accused and precepts of justice are ignored and the outcome is usually known beforehand.
I'm going to ask my lover if any of his great-grandparents were ever in 'court' like situations. This is very likely since they lived during the dictatorship at that time.
I also wonder about the old rather roundish man who was 'singled' out for the slaughter to begin... the problem is that I usually am not able to describe my dream people very well, although when meeting them in real life, I do recognise them. (I dreamt about collegues of my lover and when meeting them in a room full of people, I recognised them).
I think declining the suit has to do with the fact that I still have some protection problems... I will continue to work on those. It's hard because I *do* work with protection prayers, aura cleansing and all that... Yet, negativity is a part of life, and I feel I must experience it as well to help heal it...
Kahlie