I would like you to look at my current relationship with W. I'm really not sure what lesson I'm supposed to be learning. lol
Thanks love!
BeyondtheVeil
Hi BTV,
This reading yielded cards which are maybe a little blunt but I think there is a positive message inherent in them also which relates to the importance of truly looking at what YOU need and working to meet these needs. Of course I may be off point too, but do let me know.
The cards are telling me that the lessons associated with your relationship with W are -
Honesty - Health -Discipline
Ok, so these cards are guiding me to ask you if you are showing W your true self? It seems like you are hiding important aspects of yourself and that you are not being fully authentic with them. This card represents a lessons that may be evident already but which you have not fully embraced at this point.
Are you taking good care of yourself physically and/or emotionally. I am getting a sense of something related to food but not sure if this is way off or not? Also are you taking on some of their issues - without paying attention to your own needs? You may be trying to carry something for them and the cards want you to know that this is not good for you.
In any event your health is an important area for you to look at. Whatever the health issue is, it requires attention or it could prove to be a stumbling block preventing you from progressing in the future,
Discipline comes up as your final card and makes me wonder if you are acting in a way at times that involves concentrating on the needs of W more so than yourself? Are you being a little two passive in how you interact with this person? Are they in some way determining where your concentration lies? If so they may be delaying you from achieving your soul's true purpose and it is time to refocus on yourself and what you need to achieve.
For advice for you I looked to the Enchanted Map and the card 'Dry Desert' jumped out. This cards shows a woman walking on her own in the desert. There are cacti in the distance and a bird circling overhead which I think are indicative of water. It appears to suggest that what you need is not to be found where you are at the moment. You need to go deep inside and question yourself in relation to what you truly want and need. This is a very important exercise for you and an important time in your life.
Bluebird