Ok little Elven, I am ready for your feedback
Love the colors...how did you do that? oh, I forgot youe are an Elven!
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1. In what areas of my life might love be coming to me, and I somehow don't see it?
35 – The Faun.
This card makes me think that love is around you but maybe in disguise or not what you think or believe it should be. Maybe it comes to you in different forms.
One thing, which I first thought, was a very strong connection with animals or animal medicine – a totem. \\\\\
I am very connected to animals...I love them and I have been told I have animal totems.
/////With this card in this position I feel it may mean that Love is being offered to you in a very sincere gentle and innocent way – this maybe through friends or young ones – and it is shown in all its innocence. It is also being passed to you in a very intuitive way, and I believe you are blessed with a Guide at this time, or from someone who has passed or is in Spirit.\\\
oh my, when I read this I felt such a deep emotion...I have been communicating often and clearly with my Guide.She has been working with me( I should say the opposite lol).And I know she has been giving me so much support and love, I feel she and some other spirits have been there for me and I feel their love and support which has manifested in different ways
...right on Elven.
/// They are sending you messages of Love and support, and this maybe because you are in a learning phase – and it has to do with Love and the many facets and forms it comes in.\\\
there you have it...yes...I feel they look at me with so much compassion it almost makes me cry....they love me more than I love myself.
///The Faun has a strong female presence, and so I part of this lesson centers around the feminine aspect, and power of feminine Love given and received. This can be to do with family Love, such as mothers and sister, auntie’s and grandmothers.\\\
My guide is a feminine energy and my grandmother has been around me.I just receive a message from my granmother through a friend who is a medium
////Another aspect I am getting with this card is standing in your own power and recognizing your own love – from your own inner being. \\\\
there Elven....that's just what I said before.Yes, I need to learn to love myself better and to recognize the love I have inside is enough to sustain me.
////Love will support and help you even when you are being initiated to learn about what love is. I think much of this card represents something like: Love is not destructive, but healing. Maybe there is some healing to do in relationship to Love so that you can easily recognize it in all its forms.\\\\
yes ...right on Elven.
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2. I what areas of my life am I giving love and it isn't recognized?
10 - The Singer of Healing.
You maybe in a situation or recognize this situation as one where you are trying to heal rifts and set things right all the time.
Maybe others around you aren’t seeing your display of Love, or getting the point about what you are trying to do? Is Love you something you find hard or difficult to express in words.
Possibly this card refers to you having trouble expressing verbally what you really mean and say. Maybe you have given up ‘saying’ or ‘expressing Love’ in a joyful manner. Possibly you show ‘displays’ of love, instead of just communicating in speech. \\\\\
I think this relates more to a joyful expression of love...I need that type of expression in my life.And the people around me chose to express it by actions..but I do need the verbal side of it...does it make sense?
///Because this is a card of healing, and intuitively I am feeling that the Faun was also trying so say something around this subject – I think a large part of this maybe about being able to ‘Receive Love’ as well, and this is from yourself as well as others.\\\\
yes, I would love to feel loved the same way I love....( sounds like a song
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///I am getting the word ‘Drama’ here. LOL!! Maybe you feel it is all too much and only leads to pain, not only for you, but to others also, maybe this has been your experience. \\\\
yes, at some point it was.Too much work, too much earthache...yes
////There is an aspect here which tells me of your timid or introverted nature too, which can sometimes block you from reciprocating in a way that is understood or even heard.\\\\
yes, there is that side of me, I find it interesting that you tuned into it.I kind of hide well with the outfront personality I have....but yes there is a lot I keep inside and sometimes I don't express.
//Love can heal through acts of creativity. \\\\
that's what I do...I use art, love it.
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3. How can I let the barriers down?
64 – Gawtcha.
Gawtcha is peeping through his hands as he has covered his face.
I feel this card is saying that you can break through your own barriers by taking the initiative to just have a look at what love maybe about.
A safe space to and the right time will help you discover what love is. \\\\
yes, I got the message about timing before.
//Possibly there is a situation staring at you in the face to help you deal with Love and letting the barriers down. Somehow I think this is a person. Someone in your life which opens you up to all the possibilities of being able to love and with that bringing much healing into your life. This card I feel is about letting some of the barriers down and showing all of you, splinters and all.\\\\
trying to...I mean to open that like that. I would say wrinkles and all lol
but yes Elven...right on .
///Because Gawtcha is hiding his face, I feel this represents a part of you, you may not want others to see, or are too self-conscious about.
On many levels this is a card of awakening gently to whats out there in the way of ‘Love’, and taking the chance that you can grow learn and Love in a way in which you can feel it in its true essence and purity.
I don’t think Gawtcha would peep, if he wasn’t curious to whats happening and whats out there. Maybe this is a part of you too. Taking the chance and having the courage to examine what is going on. His gaze is very focused and intent.\\\\
I have been trying not to get tunnel vision, yes.I am tryin for onec in my life to stay open to all possibilities.The Universe works in amazing, unexpected ways.
///Another message here tells me that looking at things with both eyes open wide will help. Seeing things with one eye – or being ‘one eyed’ or one sided, will only open you up to half the experience you need to heal, instead of being fully focused and seeing the entire picture.\\\\\
ditto
//But he is also saying to me – ‘One step at a time’. It will be enough for you to unfold, and come out of you shell a little, to start the process and put things into motion.\\\\
funny you mentioned the shell...I am a Cancer lol the masters of self protection
///For the time being though, a ‘willingness to look’ and become aware that there are barriers in place in your heart, will help. There is no need to be ashamed or withdrawn from past mistakes or experiences. None of us are ‘perfect’, so there’s no need to hide your Loving feelings away from yourself or others.\\\\
oh, you got into something here Elven...bless you.Yes, need to heal that.
I am very hard on myself.
///The base card of this spread was Unity – which is such a nice card to see at both the beginning and the end of this reading. It shows that you are looking to engage yourself in the healing process and there is a want to feel complete and unite in Love. I see tears of joy, relief, purging, solace, comfort and healing in this card. Maybe the journey has already started, and things from the past are being brought into the future so that you can (and will) clear them gently.\\\\
Elven, yes.I am working on it, not an easy job but it has to be done.
And you are right about the tears...they are cleansing and they need to flow ...and there is releif and joy in it , the joy of my new found connection with Spirit and my healing. Love is all there is and I hope to feel it fully in my heart.
///Hope this makes some sense
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Elven, this was such a good reading, deep...you touched so many parts of me...thank you.You are such a sweet spirit and I enjoy your playfulness
((((Elven)))) thank you dear
keep the good work...I will send you a prayer when I am out in the woods
Love and Light
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox