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Um, actually, I'm beginning to get the idea honeykayless said:All I know is that I just want the best for him. He's so adorable lol. I love him so much, you have no idea.
I was just giving you an example not related to your throw to explain what I meant by your friend realizing a part of himself while in you're presence(7 of water-Projections). A part not readily accessible when he is with others or by himself.kayless said:When you say that he is attracted to me, why do you mean? I've already been told by other fortune tellers that he had love feelings for me or something like that , but I dont believe a word of it.
I am not a fortune-teller just a student of the tarot
From all you have shared with me(I received your beautiful pics, thank you!), I dare say, you possess a dynamic, loving, and generous spirit. So why is it so hard to believe someone could be attracted to you?
You just can't deny what you're heart tells you, I totally agree!kayless said:When I met him, more than a year ago, I automatically felt that we were going to get really close from each other and that something really strong was going to happen between the two of us.
Thats what my heart tells me, my heart told me other things about him from the very first day and many of these things ended up being true.
For the time being seems your mind is on overload(6 of swords)...just try to relax, and let go of expectations as to what your friendship SHOULD be. Try to accept what it is NOW. Maybe you can give your mind some rest then. You have the goods to do this, I mean the ability to put things into perspective(CompletionXXI), so trust yourself, do not fear. When you fear you cannot think clearly.kayless said:But my mind tells me that i'll never get the friendship that I want with him, my mind tells me that he's not mature enough for me, my mind tells me that things will "**** up" anyways.
I believe, you know who your friend is, how he is, what you are dealing with(it has been a year)...go with it. I say "go with it", because you have already tried to break away and it has not helped. So, understand that things of importance do not get accomplished quickly. When I say this, I mean, you're own spiritual growth---that is what is of great importance. Please be as patient, and loving with yourself as you are with your friend. Allow time to do most of the work kayless. You are not alone in having experienced this type of circumstance, so don't get upset, and take it one step at a time.