thrasheddoll
past feelings renewed
it's me again, and I promise it's not about the same guy..
so recently I started seeing/sleeping with a guy (pisces, I'm a taurus) who I have a slight history with, who kind of broke my heart the first time around.. we were casual at the time and he had made it clear that he didn't want a serious relationship which was weird to me because I was just going with the flow and wasn't trying to pressure him into anything serious, but the sex was great and we had a strong spiritual connection.. one night a few of us went to the bar and one of my very close friends was there who he had slept with before.. I didn't think it was a big deal but then I noticed them canoodling, got jealous and asked him if they were going to hook up to which he said no.. as soon as I turned around they were gone.. I was so hurt by both of them but couldn't really do anything about it since he had made it clear he didn't wanna be serious..
anyway that's in the past.. I still see him around sometimes and we have hung out since then just not romantically, but then a week ago we slept together again.. again great chemistry, great sex, and what's nice is I'm not feeling that sort of intensity where I feel I need to hang onto him.. we seem to be on the same page as far as it being casual, but because I feel like we have such an intense spiritual connection I can't help but have feelings of love for him.. I'm definitely not quite in love in love with him but I'm afraid that if I show those kind of emotions it might scare him away cause I think that that's what drove him away last time... I would love to get your insight on the situation.. what are his feelings? is the same thing gonna happen again? I am enjoying it for what it is but very curious about where it may go.. looking forward to your reply
it's me again, and I promise it's not about the same guy..
so recently I started seeing/sleeping with a guy (pisces, I'm a taurus) who I have a slight history with, who kind of broke my heart the first time around.. we were casual at the time and he had made it clear that he didn't want a serious relationship which was weird to me because I was just going with the flow and wasn't trying to pressure him into anything serious, but the sex was great and we had a strong spiritual connection.. one night a few of us went to the bar and one of my very close friends was there who he had slept with before.. I didn't think it was a big deal but then I noticed them canoodling, got jealous and asked him if they were going to hook up to which he said no.. as soon as I turned around they were gone.. I was so hurt by both of them but couldn't really do anything about it since he had made it clear he didn't wanna be serious..
anyway that's in the past.. I still see him around sometimes and we have hung out since then just not romantically, but then a week ago we slept together again.. again great chemistry, great sex, and what's nice is I'm not feeling that sort of intensity where I feel I need to hang onto him.. we seem to be on the same page as far as it being casual, but because I feel like we have such an intense spiritual connection I can't help but have feelings of love for him.. I'm definitely not quite in love in love with him but I'm afraid that if I show those kind of emotions it might scare him away cause I think that that's what drove him away last time... I would love to get your insight on the situation.. what are his feelings? is the same thing gonna happen again? I am enjoying it for what it is but very curious about where it may go.. looking forward to your reply