aloevera
Background:
Two years ago, by my first (unsuccessfull) attempts with the minor arcana, I started being stalked by the page of pentacles in my readings about my love life. I had no relashionship by the time and no romantic interests either. Then I moved to live in another country and, from time to time, the page of pentacles would show up in my readings regarding my love life, but still no sign of him physically. Two months ago, that same card started to stalk me again, and I finally met him while I was having holidays at my home country last month. A huge, brutal, inequivocal connection between both of us happened immediatly, but unfortunely doomed to the inevitable separation, as soon I had to return home. Since then, the page of pentacles shows up ALL the time in readings I make about him. ALL the time in readings about my love life (I have no other romantic interest besides him). And lately, in the last three weeks maybe, this card shows up not only in readings about him, but also as my daily card. It's also a usual jumper, even if the reading I'm about to do is about something/someone that has nothing to do with me or with him. Sometimes he jumps together with the six of pentacles.
I've tried cleaning my cards, and the situation still goes on. I've shuffled the cards in every possible way, and the situation still remains.
Now I've tried the Over The Moon Oracle Cards spread for stalker cards (that was mentioned here at Aecletic) and, as I am still in the process of understanding the minors and relating every card with each other, and with the situation itself, I would like to have some help on understanding what came out:
1. The message is about this: 5 of Pentacles - about me feeling helpless, hurt and cold? possibly because of the past relationships
2. This is what's happening: 6 of Swords - everytime I see this card, what comes to my mind is the situation of a refugee: being driven away for a better place. Important: this is the card that simbolized the time I moved to another country
3. Should be/feel this about it: 5 of Swords - feels like wining, but in a bitter way.
4. I'm asked to release this: The Temperance - I honestly have no clue about what this card is doing in this position
5. I'm asked to embrace this: 2 of Swords - am I being asked not to chose? to step away from my feelings? to ignore everything on purpose in order to protect myself? should I ignore the fact that I'm being stalked by the page of pentacles? I don't think so
6. It's time to take this action: The Judgement - an important change shall take place
I know it's such a long post... But if you had the patience to read until here, then please, help me. Any little input will be very much appreciated.
Two years ago, by my first (unsuccessfull) attempts with the minor arcana, I started being stalked by the page of pentacles in my readings about my love life. I had no relashionship by the time and no romantic interests either. Then I moved to live in another country and, from time to time, the page of pentacles would show up in my readings regarding my love life, but still no sign of him physically. Two months ago, that same card started to stalk me again, and I finally met him while I was having holidays at my home country last month. A huge, brutal, inequivocal connection between both of us happened immediatly, but unfortunely doomed to the inevitable separation, as soon I had to return home. Since then, the page of pentacles shows up ALL the time in readings I make about him. ALL the time in readings about my love life (I have no other romantic interest besides him). And lately, in the last three weeks maybe, this card shows up not only in readings about him, but also as my daily card. It's also a usual jumper, even if the reading I'm about to do is about something/someone that has nothing to do with me or with him. Sometimes he jumps together with the six of pentacles.
I've tried cleaning my cards, and the situation still goes on. I've shuffled the cards in every possible way, and the situation still remains.
Now I've tried the Over The Moon Oracle Cards spread for stalker cards (that was mentioned here at Aecletic) and, as I am still in the process of understanding the minors and relating every card with each other, and with the situation itself, I would like to have some help on understanding what came out:
1. The message is about this: 5 of Pentacles - about me feeling helpless, hurt and cold? possibly because of the past relationships
2. This is what's happening: 6 of Swords - everytime I see this card, what comes to my mind is the situation of a refugee: being driven away for a better place. Important: this is the card that simbolized the time I moved to another country
3. Should be/feel this about it: 5 of Swords - feels like wining, but in a bitter way.
4. I'm asked to release this: The Temperance - I honestly have no clue about what this card is doing in this position
5. I'm asked to embrace this: 2 of Swords - am I being asked not to chose? to step away from my feelings? to ignore everything on purpose in order to protect myself? should I ignore the fact that I'm being stalked by the page of pentacles? I don't think so
6. It's time to take this action: The Judgement - an important change shall take place
I know it's such a long post... But if you had the patience to read until here, then please, help me. Any little input will be very much appreciated.