The best way to succeed in this endeavor is to embrace the practice of Vairagya, which essentially means "non-attachment" or "indifference." One must develop a complete indifference to the work, yet never wavering from continued practice. Any type of desire must be put aside. It must not matter whether you succeed or not; it must be of no consequence. Should you remain a Neophyte for the rest of your life, it must make no difference. Work without lust for result. If the practice drives you mad, then you will just have to go mad, but the practice will continue in the asylum. If the Devil himself tells you that God wants to speak to you face to face, you must shrug it off and tell him you're not interested, you have a practice to do. And if that damns you to hell for eternity, then you must be willing to go to hell without giving a damn yourself. This cannot be feigned indifference, for that would only be putting a top hat on a pig. It must be real indifference, and only continued effort will achieve it. Then, when the veil does finally lift, the dark cloud is seen to have been an illusion all the while; Khephra will have born you through Midnight to the Dawn.