Dusk Till Dawn
Well I have never given Feedback on an Aura reading before, so bear with me here.FenestraThought said:Ok I am more out of practice then I thought. That took a lot more to do then it used to.
I read the Aura in 5 stages. but I will only read 4 for you because the 5th was confusing nothing bad.. just out of "shape".
1. Foundation. These color images pertains to your life and your stability. Foundations in life are ideologies, self awareness’s, and perspectives that create the "Foundation" on which we see the world.
I also see metaphorical images. I saw dark orange/ almost brown, that grew more into a tree...I couldn't tell what was wrong with it.. it didn't look dead just didn't look "right" like a tree after it get struck with lightening... it looks "odd" but still alive. the images. The surroundings were dark, like night, not dark/bad. and you were uncovering something under the tree? some book or container... something you found. . .
When it comes to your foundations you have learned something new about your self are in the process of uncovering something that is part of you and at the foot of this "tree" Kinda like something that you have been blocked from seeing because of the way you think or believed... but its dark out, so I think you have been searching in the darker areas of your "Self"... concepts that are best dealt with during the comfort of night.... and you have found something.. very much an "alone" kinda discovery . . . it like you came across this glad a have found a old "something" way of thinking/feelings/beliefs. . . that were maybe damaged but are still alive within you. and on deeper introspection you have found something at the base of this past concept. .
Emotions: I see this as a house metaphorically and describe what I see. . .
Well from the outside you would think this is a very nice house. Very normal very pleasant, open . . . I see you enjoy the "simple" things in life (i see a porch swing) and you come off to others as friendly and inviting because there is a nice dog on the porch . . . Your emotions are in order for the most part.. you’r e not a messy person. very clean house and not a lot of dust so you do spend time keeping your self and your emotions "clean". . . But this is not altogether the truth of "You". It is what you show others. I can't go into your kitchen. Its black, that is.. I turn to go there and thats it, black. But you have a nice living room. . . And I look more and Find you in the upstairs on the balcony looking out contemplative on a windy sunny day.
I think you show the world that you are open and friendly and you are not actively inviting but you give off "pleasant" and you don't mind company. You can entertain well enough.. but you don't really want people to stay or stay around long. . you have no way of feeding them, not kitchen. so you don't want to really be a Host to others. You don't want to invite them in to stay long. you will be nice enough to be polite. but that is all i think.. you are move comfortable with them on the outside on the porch. and regardless you’re more or less detached. . . You don't let other upstairs you don't let them in "your Room" and that is where you stay emotionally. Not big on others getting to know the real "You". and You spend a lot of time thinking? I didn't really get a "Day dreaming" feel. but it is sunny out side and the wind is blowing like your life is not unhappy. . . just waiting for change. . . like listening to the wind...Oh, a note on the kitchen. I don't think you are very "emotionally" creative. . . not in a bad way, just that you haven't thought about doing anything emotionally creative in a while.. almost like you don't WANT to create anything right now... like you had a bad experience and you have band that part of the house for now...
The mind... this is the hardest one for me to deal with.. but what I got was DEEP blue . . . and I think you are dealing with old memories right now. . seems like you like to draw? or write? I feel like you are trying to figure something out and your memories play into this. . . its like you want to express something. I see you intently drawing or writhing something, like by do so you can figure it out or make it clearer. . . maybe these have to do with the "something" you found in your foundations.
And you spirit connection. . . . Lots of activity going on up there... Like a lightning storm. . All Black and erratic energy . . shot through with white and purple... I don't know if you're doing that or what. but it seems interesting. . . and i get this deme/god figure wearing a white/silver outfit kinda like a cross between an elf and Zeus just standing there stern. . . not really sure WHAT that means. maybe you are using new abilities or having erratic experiences. . . or that there is a storm brewing ? its like its on the tip of my brain.. but I just don't know. . .
Well thats what I got
First of all thank you ,and this was very interesting.
Foundation:
I really do not understand the Tree, I do understand the searching within the Darker self, and I guess I will continue to do so.
Emotions:
Yes, i do like everything clean, but I am not enjoying the simple things in life, I honestly admit that I am not easy to please. LOL
Yes, on the Outside it seems that everything is nice and clean, and I do not want anyone get to know the real me. Which might be that Kitchen area you are talking about. It is all hidden inside and based on past experiances.
I do mind company, and I don't like to many people around me, and I do not come across as a very friendly person, based on my Honesty and my Looks, I can't stand it when someone who has a bad day, keeps smiling at you, I just say it like it is. Yes, most people only get to see the outside of my House.
I am waiting for a change, I feel like everything is blocked right now, and I spend most of my days just thinking about what I could do.
Mind:
Yes, I keep having dreams about going back home, and just pack up again and leave this country once again, to be where I am supposed to be, but this is not possible.I talk way to much, and I always wanted to write a book some day. But I do not keep any Journals, or write anything else down. My life is not so interesting that it should be written about. I can't draw for the life of it, and always asked myself where my Talent was or is?
Spirit connection:
There might be storm brewing since I was born . LOL
Seriously I think the bolts are like me trying once again to pull everything together to keep my strength up.
So thank you for that , this was extremely interesting!