It was a full day yesterday for both myself and the hubby, so I waited till bedtime to do a quick meditation and asked my guides to help me and allow things to come to me in a dream that may benefit people here on the list. Before bedtime, I again read through the list of names that were going to participate here.
I tried to get a glimpse of the moon before going to bed, but it was drizzling ran all day and cloudy and so I couldn't see the moon at all. it was just dark out.
After my meditation prayers, and before I fell asleep, I again asked my guides and deceased relatives to come to me and aid me in this exercise. Immediately my deceased grand dog, Cash, came to me! i was not expecting him to come, but it was wonderful to see him. I told him hello and how much I love him and missed him. i also told him that i hope he had a happy life with all of us and is at peace now as well. Then, he left.
After this, i envisioned myself walking down a path with mountain views like those we saw when we did our Alaskan cruise. i chose this because the Alaskan cruise was so beautiful and calming, and thought it would be a good choice. i had my eyes closed and while visualizing these beautiful snowy and icy mountains, I heard a loud crash like glass breaking. i knew there was nothing glass breaking in my home, so i told myself I would remember this and add it here. i also could hear waterfalls - or at least water falling, though I didn't see any waterfalls. it was not a loud roar like you often hear w/water falls, so it could've even been like a faucet turned on and the water coming out at more then just a trickle. I also heard some crackling, like fall leaves being crumbled as you walk on them. And, a whistle, like the wind howling around me. I could also hear people talking, but not enough to understand what they were saying and it was various voices about. male and female voices.
Then, I guess I slipped into sleep as I recall seeing my guide, Joe come to me and I also saw my totem animal--the black panther. panther is sleek and graceful as he walks beside me. he rarely actually looks into my eyes, but instead concentrates on looking straight ahead as we proceed on. he does give me a sense of calming though when he is near, and i know joe is also close by.
All of a sudden, I could feel some wind and it seemed like it was blowing hard, but I didn't really feel it hitting myself, nor did it seem to hit panther or joe. odd it seems now, but in my dream, i didn't even think of it being an oddity and continued on. I kept hearing that we needed to pay attention to everything and all that is around us, though I am not sure who was telling me this. i heard this through out my experience. I also kept getting visions of the people in my life, family, friends and aquaintances and understood that these were the "all that is around us". Then I noticed some fall colored leaves falling from the sky and I also heard thunder and continued to hear the waterfall also. Finally, a vision and more of a thought then a vision of the mighty oak tree came to me. It dawned on me that all these things were related to fire, earth, water and air--the four elements and as i realized this, it made me think of tarot.
These visions and sounds continued on and all the while i could also 'smell' the air and it was cool and crisp about us. then, it seemed like everything faded around me and all was peaceful. i fell alseep deeply and slept till 4:30am when i woke up and came down for a glass of water. I couldn't help BUT to get on the computer and brought up google and behold! a picture of the mighty oak there with google.
an oak tree with a yellow ribbon around it for Veterans Day. A day to remember and a nice night, meditation and dream to remember as well.
I must add this as it may or may not be of importance, but a queer thing has just occurred as i was reading through my post before actually posting it. now, this does sound queer, but actually it is not really a queer thing to happen to me, as i always have these odd happenings for myself on a fairly regular basis.
i had just finished pre-reading and was about to select to post it, when all of a sudden my computer left and went to another site--NOT chosen by me! totally other website. not AT at all! and a message popped up telling me that since i was inactive for 15 minutes, it was going to log me out.
OH NO!!! I thought immediately. I hope all is NOT lost that i just typed up! (hard to type as i am having problems w/my right arm - numbness). But i was able to retreive EVERYTHING easily, *whew* thank God! and now I will post it.
this may or may not have anything to do with the full moon, the full moon meditation experiment or anything at all. queer things like this happen to me ALL the time and is rather the norm, I guess, but i do always pay attention to them when they do happen as i take it as a sign. perhaps I read too much into things like this, but i do feel like this may add to my experience of this full moon meditation.
I will also add that I feel it is important for us all to pay attention to the people in our lives, those we know and those we don't know as well as the elements and all that happens around us. i think this is what my dream meditation was telling me--to pay attention.