If could dip into my spiritual path and see if anything pops would be great..
foundation
Your foundations showed as dirt and rocks.
there was a bairen feeling. though not one of "death" but one of "Waiting Potential"
I "felt" water, and found it welling up from beneath the ground
I followed this water bellow the surface and found a world of fungi and iridesent lights.
It was a world of dark wonder.
I feel your foundations are "below" the surface, secret. Others may think that you don't have them. However, you just don't share them with "the outside world".
Your views and perspectives, emotions and structure would be viewed as "unique". A love for things that others may not understand the beauty of.
emotions
I allowed you emotions to formulate into a "House" to see what I would read.
They however formed into a Tree
Before the Tree became clear I had an impression of circles within circles, the out one light green, the inner on dark
Then It made sense a Tree has rings, the outer ones alive and inner ones dead.
I feel, like the tree you are "growing" emotionally. I feel this is healthy. The "Old" you, and ways that you have change are still with you, and still part of you. They "add" to who you are and your stability. Even, though the dark parts were dead. I don't feel that you attempt to hide who you are from yourself. They just mark how you've grown
First time I haven't seen a house it a while.
I feel though that the tree as a "form" was misleading because, at first glance, you would go Unnoticed. I think you try to "blend in" and not make yourself "available" to others unless they Really Know how to look for you/See you for what/who you truly are. You would rather keep to yourself and the privacy of your "glade"
mind
I feel your creative mind has dominance. It was a silver gray/Bluish color. Again the aura of mystery and a sense of Soulful poetry. An artistic way of seeing the world. On the left side I see a dull orange red. and a Flourish of writing, and Words. I think you like to write poetry and Stories. You are very creative and, even when exorcising your Logical rational mind, you express yourself in the written word.
soul
Ok... I looked and I looked and I looked... and I finally was able to "see" something.
I focused on your cat avatar on AT and it morphed into an "Elk" I looked up "Elk" totems on google (which I also invite you to do)
and this is just some rough info that I found
"Elk medicine stands for stamina, strength, nobility, pride, and survival"
http://www.squidoo.com/elk-animal-totem
The message seems to be. Take the "Long View" don't try to tier yourself out too quickly. Find your Stride and pace yourself. Stamina: reminding you to be mindful of your resources. Spiritually this would suggest that you don't try to exhaust yourself trying to Much to Quickly.
Also there is the Element of "Community" in regards to the Elk. As I said, you seem to "keep to yourself' for the most part. The Elk reminds us to see companionship of those of our own gender, or in a spiritual sense, those of a "Like Mind".
Also make sure you stay in a mind-frame that is lucid enough to adapt to change. Always be aware of your surroundings and your guard up. Spiritually, meaning don't become complaisant.
Maybe you have come to a place where you need to reach out to others of a "Like Mind" that can you move beyond your present state. You are also reminded to take the long view and "be patient" slow and steady wins the race.
I hope this helps... Sorry for the wait... just "life" getting in the way again. and me feeling "off".
FT