This dream has certainly made me wake up so to speak. I've been pushing all these ill feeling away doing anything not to face them, though in light of all which has gone on I have been made to face my problems. Although it was scary, the first step in the process has been made.
Oh and, I have attempted to discuss this with my mother, though still finding it slightly difficult to look her in the eye with the memory of my dream still freash in my mind.
Thank you all again.