Emiliy
well thanks for this great help...you really watched the truth...and the truth telling that we won't ever get together...we are both in earth planet but we can't met or stay together...I longing for him deeply and he just accept the fact that we have different paths.
from couple of days past I took a decision that I have to give up from trying to chase him...and just accept our fate...and I tried actually to talk to other people and I were trying to explore that there are existance other men around me either him.
but yesterday I watched La La Land movie and I found that I'm not that mush strong as the girl in the movie to just leave him and continue my life without him.