Marquise
So I'm having a bit of an internal conflict concerning my Rider - White tarot deck. This was my first deck, and I have been with it since I was in sixth grade (I'm 20 now), and was given to me by my father in an attempt to get me interested in reading books. He brought me this deck, and a book on tarot interpretation. Here's the problem:
1) Obviously the tarot deck is old, and while the designs are still sharp the edges (not corner) are showing signs of wear, and are now darker.
2) My page of cups card has a slight tear on the side that I made when I was having a bitch fit in my younger days, and for some reason I took it out on that card. Mind you it wasn't that I was taking my anger out on the cards it was just one of those days when i was throwing things around all over the place.
3) It just so happened that on that day I threw the deck at the wall. Again I know that sounds stupid but that day I was throwing all types of things around.
I've heard of negative energy being stuck to cards. I really don't want to throw it away since I really like the deck, and it was a strong sentimental value to me. However if need be should I get myself a new deck, and retire this one?
The rider deck has worked better for me the thoth. What do you think?
1) Obviously the tarot deck is old, and while the designs are still sharp the edges (not corner) are showing signs of wear, and are now darker.
2) My page of cups card has a slight tear on the side that I made when I was having a bitch fit in my younger days, and for some reason I took it out on that card. Mind you it wasn't that I was taking my anger out on the cards it was just one of those days when i was throwing things around all over the place.
3) It just so happened that on that day I threw the deck at the wall. Again I know that sounds stupid but that day I was throwing all types of things around.
I've heard of negative energy being stuck to cards. I really don't want to throw it away since I really like the deck, and it was a strong sentimental value to me. However if need be should I get myself a new deck, and retire this one?
The rider deck has worked better for me the thoth. What do you think?