my experience with Osho deck
I remembered my first encounter with tarot was back in high school. my friends played the Ouja board and the priest was called in the next day. They had a tarot deck which they surrendered to the priest as well. (he said it was evil stuff and scared us with his stories.)
all the way, i had been "tampering" with chinese divination tools. But i realise they can be very accurate. Not only that, they predict your life from the moment you were born til the day you die. In other words, everything is fated in the world. I realise I din like that
Then, 10 years later, I woke up and had this "calling". haaha. it was just this strong feeling to read tarot cards. So what I did was, i went to Borders and looked at the stuff they had.
Prior to it, i did not know about the different themes of tarot, I did not even know the number of cards there should be in a deck. Nevertheless, Borders in Singapore had such limited selection of decks that come with book.
i remembered when i was making my decision to get this deck, I looked at the pictures -esp the ripeness pic. and in my mind i was saying i dont like this.
I should have gone with my gut feeling! aaah... i bought it because i wanted to get started soon on a deck. (darn)
sigh.. okie.. so i bought it, i opened it up. when i saw the master card, i felt like i really really dont like this deck. It feels too egoistic. further more, pardon me for saying this. ( haha.. i am not even sure if i should say this but... the master card reminds me of Osama).
Now and then, i will take this card out to look at it, to feel if i can connect with it or that i can at least like it...
my problem is, for the first few cards i look, i will think yes, i am beginning to like it. but after the first 15-25 cards. the feeling of not liking it comes up again... sigh sigh sigh.
besides this, the drawings give me the creeps sometimes.
oke.. tats my one cent worth on how i feel about this deck.
*btw, i do like zen philosophy.. but just not this osho zen