I just remembered that I had to post a journal! Hehe.
Well, the deck came while I was at school, so I didn't get it until Friday, November 7th. I picked it up from the friendly people at the post office who think of me as a regular since I'm usually in and out of there sending off Amazon books.
I opened the package in my friend's car... to find an adorable Halloween card, some candy, and a beautiful, shiny bag from MeeWah. It was so exciting. I broke out the cards and looked at them. I did a double take at the Fool card. And then giggled, and showed my friend, who also giggled. I looked through the cards some more, and gasped when I saw the Ace of Swords. So beautiful. My instant favorite. But as I looked through them, I decided that I was not going to do any readings with this deck. I was certain I would not be able to read them.
When I got back to my friends' house on Friday night, I thought that maybe I should give the cards a try. Maybe I could read with them. So I set up a thread in the Exchanges forum. About an hour later, I regretted doing that.
On Saturday, I looked through the cards again. Didn't feel like reading with them. They just weren't calling to me.
On Sunday, I thought about the four readings I had promised to give, and my stomach lurched. I sat down in front of the computer, pulled out a tarot book (Mary Greer's Tarot For Yourself), shuffled the deck, read the question, pulled three cards... and I read. And the words just flowed from my mind to my fingertips. I couldn't believe that I was actually doing a reading with these mind-boggling cards. I was so proud of myself. I was doing it!
I think the readings turned out good. Everyone said that their reading resonated with them in one way or another. Check them out here:
http://www.tarotforum.net/showthread.php?t=107752
I'm so glad I ignored my lurching stomach and gave in to the readings. It was quite joyous, really.
On Monday, I was trapped in Virginia Beach without a car, and was not able to get to the post office. I had completely forgotten that Tuesday was a holiday. I felt so bad that I wouldn't be able to send the cards on to rachelcat until Wednesday, but she was graceful about it. No problems.
On Tuesday, I organized the cards, signed the beautiful Ace of Swords, and packed them up. On Wednesday, I went to the post office, and the guy said: "Well, I think you definitely are a regular now!" and I smiled.
It really was a great experience to share with you all. Like I said, I'm so glad that I decided to read with the cards. For those who receive them from now on, don't be afraid of them. Just go with your instincts. Use a book if you need help understanding them. They're really good cards. Enjoy, everyone!