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Last night I was lying in bed reading a book (a common enough occurrence) when a *lit* yellow lacey pattern started dancing in & around the words on the page. OK, this is also a common enough occurrence; it's a prelude (for me) to seeing auras & such, & if you're seeing an aura, you're seeing the 'other side', the spirit world, or whatever you personally call it - the veil is lifted. I will see yellow, cobalt, violet or a beautiful indigo, swirly patterns & geometric shapes; it's difficult to describe. It's a color but so much more than a color, it's colored vibrant light, & stunningly beautiful. So I immediately held my hand up; sure enough, my aura was clearly visible. So was my dog's, my cat's...you get the picture. I got out my crystal ball & scrying mirror, which are on my nightstand because I use them regularly, & saw sooo much more than usual. What really stands out was seeing, clearer than I ever have before, my spiritual mentor, Bill Roth, who passed away 10 years ago. I think that lasted for 2 whole seconds. He wasn't smiling this time - he looked surprised. I was seeing very very clear people & 'scenes', not just the *normal* faces I usually see when using my preferred scrying methods - the faces morph very quickly. I saw a lot of words - on 2 books, a scroll, a few really pretty & ornate signs, & although they 'stayed' longer than usual, it still wasn't long enough to read it. Very frustrating. Anyway, my question is WHY is this so sporadic, what triggers it? I've been trying to figure this out for a long long time, so I can better control it. I can see auras at will, but it takes me a while, & not always in color. When this happens tho it's totally intense & awesome. The only thing I can think of that I did different was I took 2 Benadryl about an hour before. I AM going to try the Benadryl again in a bit. Don't want to do it yet because it really makes me sleepy. Anyone have suggestions? I HAVE asked my guides & other powers that be for help.