hi Libertya, thank you for the reading.
It resonates with me, but it also gives me a bit of a sad and melancholy feeling. Recently, I've applied for a vacant position, and it very much looks like I won't get it. Maybe because I'm not good enough, or not smooth & smart enough, or maybe because the boss does not like me. She wants me to do the work, but she won't give me the status. Talking to my boss tends to demotivate me, and her recent decline has a disheartening effect on me. I'm certainly not in the mood to put myself out there.
My talent - I've paid a lot of money to improve my talent. I am very good at moving people without causing pain. I've worked overtime without payment to teach this skill to my workmates as well, and I always listen to my heart when I'm at work (I'm a geriatric nurse).
What I feel is right for me might not necessarily be what the company wants me to do. They love to see me do paperwork, while I prefer to be with my clients. Maybe that's not enough, and I should better myself.
Is there a question you want me to answer for you?