phirefly
what i've experienced is similar to what others have mentioned. when i was very young, i had a horrifying (though oddly cold) prophetic dream, and i'm sure that's where my fear of knowing started. when i was in college though, i saw another thing that i thought was just way too much, and i really wished i hadn't known... so i just stopped listening. it isn't to say i stopped receiving things, because i'm sure i did, but i just passed it off as nonsense or my poor memory filling in gaps or my overactive imagination. it's only been very recently that i've found other people somewhat like me (excluding my brother (who is my spiritual balance... which is probably another post entirely), but including two empaths and a color (aura?) seer) and started to open up again. i've found it hard to start again. over the past few years, i just set my mind to ignore all the extra information, and now i tend to second myself a lot.
so, i guess my fear comes from experiences in this life rather than others. still, i understand how fear can hold you back. you just need to learn to trust yourself, and maybe find some friends with whom you feel safe being yourself.
much luck :}
so, i guess my fear comes from experiences in this life rather than others. still, i understand how fear can hold you back. you just need to learn to trust yourself, and maybe find some friends with whom you feel safe being yourself.
much luck :}