waterfaery
Lovely name by the way
Just wanted you to know that if this sort of scrying is an intrest to you, defienetly keep trying!
To be honest I started scrying before I actually knew what it was! I could just see images, in bath bubles, coffe cream swirlings, hot chocolate milky cream swirls, etc..
Last year I was gifted an absolutely elegant ball paperweight, it has a gorgeous swirled blues and greens at the base then half way up theres this tiny lil bubble floating within the whole sphere. This was given to me by a non pagan, so the thought was a gift honestly as a paperweight!!
I LOVE the fab balls that are out there, however I can NOT afford a "real" one.
However I saw my paperweight and thought "i wonder if this would make a great crystal ball" I remember asking around AT for some help as well, got some great advice. I also remember finding it working when I thought of those "magic eye"pictures out there. The kind where its a blur of colors but if you just let go and relax a hidden picture pops out for you to see. I LOVE those and if you can see those scrying is a piece of cake
Maybe you can get a book like that to start, and practice with that until you get used to the way your eyes focus on them, then try on your ball.
I also found that if I have a candle glowing near by the ball, it helps me to see better as well. be prepared for the unexpected too. I thought I would be able to see in the whole sphere, but instead I have found the lil bubble inside is actually where I can see images,pictures, scenes etc. I have also found it easier to see in the ball for me to be in the daytime in subtle light, or twilight time in the evening. I havent been able to see in REALLY dark lighting as yet, meaning just by candle light.
My eye sight is horrible as well, without my contacts or glasses i'm as blind as a bat too, I see shapes but I cant give you details!
This does take perseverance but I found that when I didnt try so hard, it just sort of happened
Hope this helps a lil bit and bright blesings to you, you'll get there I'm sure