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"Hi all,
Whenever I take a test to see if I am psychic, I get an extremely low score. My score is lower than what you would get from guessing the answers. A few years ago I had someone tell me that such a low score would indicate that I have psychic gifts but don’t want to acknowledge it. I don’t know if this is true or not. I can’t understand why I wouldn’t want to acknowledge such a gift. I was told that I was blocking my own skills. Has anyone heard of this before? If so, how do I overcome this block?" -raeanne
I haven't gotten tested by someone else, but i have sort of tested myself. I kinda have an inkling. If i am psychic then i'm not sure how powerful of a psychic i am. I am more intuitive than anything. Throughout my life though there has been a number of people that have come out and told me that there is something more than meets the eye with me. They all confirm I have something special, "un don" (as my aunt would say), a gift.
Now about self blocking. I grew up with a -very- religious family. And recently I have just opened up this doorway via the tarot. At first I did it as a sort of rebellion, because in my house, we couldn't even have a deck of regular playing cards. As I learned more and did some more exploration I realized what people have been telling me throughout my life is true, I do have a sort of gift, whether it's being psychic, i don't know. A very good friend of mine whom I also see as a mentor in some respects shared a quote with me, i cna't remember now verbatum, but it reflected what i had suspected all along. I wasn't afraid of failing with the tarot and my gifts, I was afraid of succeeding. We came to the conclusion that I was blocking myself from my potential for fear of being good at it. Makes sense? There's some power inside of me, and I can feel it. But I also need to learn to control it first. Atleast that's the way I feel about it, so i keep it under wraps. There is no denying now though, that there is something more to me than meets the eye. With his help I have learned to let go a little bit, and I can see how there is light now where there was darkness. A little dark corner i've kept hidden in myself so long is finally being recognized by myself, and it makes me feel a bit more whole.